Sunshine Christo - Episode 4: Plume lyrics

So when you get cut like that hoe?
When you start talkin' like that? Yeah
Like when-when you get so real bitch? Huh?
(Please don't tell anyone how I live)

On my grind can't waste no time
On my grind got a tape coming out tonight
On my grind I can't wait tonight
On my grind I work literally everyday
I already made 7 songs today
All for the same tape

My engineer mixes my songs in some hours
My mind gets numb and the music gets louder
Plumes full of smoke light up the night sky
I'm stuck in a trance watching
All the stars dance
I take onе last glance then
I drown in the sand
Writing my dеath report in Comic Sans
Blackout at 10PM wake up at 1PM
I always check my DMs but
No one ever messages them
I always try to make friends
But I don't think they're my friends
They only talk to me when
It's convenient for them
Tried to be in touch, I
Tried to be in contact
But I have feeling being nice won't
Be enough to solve it
It's 8: 30 I just wish people would shut up
I live with eight people and
They never shut up
Tryna make music, I need to move out
But moving out is way harder
Than just sticking around
Spent 10 hours tryna find my sound
So damn high I never wanna feel the ground
I stay grinding, and I stay striving
I just hope there's purpose to all my trying
Every time I rap I forget
About how I'm dying
If I say I'm happy then I'm lying
Smile on the outside, inside's crying