Sunshine Christo - Episode 6: Star lyrics

Stars up in the sky looking back at me why
I'm gonna take my life and
Drag you down with mine
Suicidal thoughts run through my mind
I'm slowly losing the fight against the
Demons on the other side

Playing with a knife got one across my neck
Got a TEC filled with ammo
Shoot till nothing's left
Slowly pouring Hi Tech i have no sense
I always say it's the last time
And then I pour again

I lie to myself and I lie to my friends
I struggle to remember the weekends
I show more love to others
Than I show to myself
But the people I show love
To nevеr give back help
Been having some troublе standing
On my own feet
Everyday I wonder how I'm not six feet deep
Don't wanna ride in a hearse
I wanna ride in a jeep
It'd be a blessing just to die in my sleep
Every month my bottle starts
To look more empty
Keep going back cause I take too many
All I'm good for is making these songs
Got nothing else going on
My whole life people expected
Great things from me
But the only thing I'm great
At is rapping over beats
People tryna charge me
Really tryna scam a teen
They say I'm 17, so I
Don't know how to act
But you should see me when
I'm drinking some Act
So sleepy I can't feel my legs
I can't relax, I need to take them
Black out once and I'll do it again
Look up at the sky and I see nothing

Stars are all dead just like my friends yeah
I don't need them, but I want them yeah
I miss the good times
Why did they have to end?
I miss the good times
When I could still call you my friend yeah
My friend my friend
My friend yeah