Sunshine Christo - Fading lyrics

Ayo, I think this man listens
To too much Smurf
What's up with that Final Fantasy beat
You wouldn't get it, you wouldn't get it
You wouldn't get it
If you don't like my music
You wouldn't get it
Y'know what I'm saying, do you
I feel like everyone says they
Know what I'm saying
But no one actually knows what I'm saying
So, lol
I shouldn't be mad, I'm used to this all

Fucking swing the blade so
That everything goes away
I can't feel all the hate but
I can feel all my rage memories fade away
All the pain that I've made
I can't take that shit back
But I can't let that shit in the past
I can't let go
I hurt the people I value the most
Going down the road
I'm at a dead end with all my dead friends
People talk about the devil but
They've never seen him
John 3: 16, I could use some peace
Fell so far from the tree
Like some dead leaves
Straying in the wind, I'm on my last binge
I'm at a dead end with all my dead friends
People talk about the devil but
They've never seen him
John 3: 16, I could use some peace
Fell so far from the tree
Like some dead leaves

On my last binge, I'm on my last hinge
They say my views are fringe
I think that they are all cringe
They don't know how it feels like
To have few months to live
Put on painkillers to feel okay
Then you realize that the
Meds create the pain
Stabbed someone to just feel like someone
I'm tired of having no one
Even my friends, I can't talk to them
No one really gives a shit they're
Just putting on an act
Then they get surprised when they
See how I react
I'm so tired of it, I'm so tired of them
Fucking swing the blade so
That everything goes away
I can't feel all the hate
I can feel all my rage memories fading away
All the pain that I've made
I can't take that shit back
Continuing in the past i can't let go
I hurt the people I value the most
Going down the road
I'm at a dead end with all my dead friends
People talk about the devil but
They've never seen him
John 3: 16, I could use some peace
Fell so far from the tree
Like some dead leaves
Straying in the wind, I'm on my last binge
Jumping like The Hinge
They say my views are fringe
I think that they are cringe