Sunshine Christo - IDidn’tTalkToHerTonight lyrics

All my friends are moving away
I wish things could stay the same
It feels like my time was yesterday
They say I'm too old to play
They say I'm too old to have fun
Then they say I'm too young to have a gun
Gun in the air shooting at the sun
Sunshine Christo, outta control
You can't control my soul
You don't know my goals
But I chase them though
Without these beats I got no hope

SoIcyGoth I been through a lot
Got drive-by'd in 8th grade
I hopped up on that lawn
Still seventeen, but I don't feel young
In fact my mind's gone, my mind's fucked up
I fuck the club up, and then I go home
I wanna fuck that bitch
Wearing some Vlone yeah
I cheated on that girl
Even though I said I won't
Not a man of my word, I'd apologize
But no I don't
When I say I want a second chance
I mean a second habit i never loved you
I could never cross that road
It's 1am, and I'm so alone
I never meant to break your heart
But I never said I won't

Baby look right in my eye
Trust in me this time
I was trying to make it right
I know when I said I loved you i lied
But I think it's too early for us to die
I just wanna shine i just wanna shine
I don't care about dollar signs
I just need some time so can you just decide
Stay by my side be my ride or die
The love of my life yeah

I just fucked another i lied to another
Another broken daughter crying to her father
I don't even bother i don't even call
To be someone to make her feel better
That's not my job yeah instagram shawty
She's got a lot of bodies
I'ma go and help her out and add one to it
I feel like a Nike ad, I'ma just do it yeah
Drama Alert, let's get right into it yeah