Sunshine Christo, Yung Danzig - Just Like I Planned lyrics

Living the past, I can't look forward
I feel dead inside
I don't wanna do this no more
I feel so sick, churning up my insides
Looking worse on the outside
It's Hell in my mind, keep this in mind
I've been going through bad episodes
And I can't speed time stuck in rewind
Tell myself that I'll be fine
I live in the past and I want to go back

Bitch I don't give a fuck
I just want my bucks
I stay young yeah, like the Young Bucks
Looking in my memories, it's my safe space
No one can hurt me in that
Place because they've already passed
Fuck the future, boy I want to go back
I don't want to see time leave me behind
I don't like that all my
Best times are behind
Life's a broken remote and I can't rewind
There is no pause
I'm falling in a hole and
The fall can't be stopped
You can act like you care but
I know that you not
Since you're not, I don't care who you are

I know it hurts deep inside
I feel hatred in your eyes
Come with me where time stays still
Come and rest your dying will
Sleep inside the fires beneath the dirt
Where you belong
I create the hatred that silences
You and I give to you temptations that you
Swallow from my hand
You follow my footprints in the
Snow, trailing blood behind you
Just like I planned