Twisted Insane - Deep Thinker lyrics

I used to have suicidal thoughts at night
Sit up in the room with a razor blade
If ain't nobody would care if I took my life
’Cause as soon as we all go
It's like we fade away
Thats why I think about this so
Much and embrace the shit
Sometimes I really feel like I
Cannot take this shit we don't belong in a
Motherfuckin’ cage and shit
Just last week I jumped on some racist shit
What does that tell you about
How far we have come?
I'm not to be held accountable when
I hit 'em with venom
You know that spittin' venom
Not the kind that the cobra would give 'em
At first he was talkin' to me
And I be shakin' and shiverin'
A lot of these motherfuckers lying when
They rap on the mic


They do it for some fame but
They ain’t rappin’ they life
They comin' hella hard
Say they fresh up out the yard
But the truth is they ain’t pulled
A strap or a knife
Everybody equal, I'm telling you G
If I ain't shit
What makes you better than me?
Whether I go right now or fifty years
Who cares?
We all end up in a box indefinitely
Thats why I'm living my life to the fullest
I gotta do it
You never know when death is coming
But it’s coming for sure
I could get clacked by some
Enemies in the streets
Or have a heart attack after
One of these fucking shows
Nobody knows, I don't want to burn
And I can sure as fuck tell you
I do not want to drown
Will anybody give a shit in ninety years?
I know a couple motherfuckers bump me now
Shout out to anybody who's listening now
Behind your computers, maybe on your phone
I will attempt to get in your brain
That's why I put these hidden
Messages up in my songs
You will let me take you somewhere
And realize ain't nobody fucking
With me on the mic because
I'm ripping niggas brains out
I will keep evolving and I will
Become a problem to these
Niggas in my way and I
Will never ever change up
What can anybody really say about me?
Laughed a little bit 'cause I
Slept in the streets
Do your homework and you'll find
Out I was bangin' in
The turf doin' dirt at the age of thirteen
Momma strung out so I hung out on the corner
With them niggas standin' with
The guns and POW hit the fence real quick
You ain't used to hearing shit
Like POW, POW, POW, POW, pOW
You ain't ever seen me complain
About what I eat my meals used to come out
Of a garbage dumpster
Other niggas be ashamed to say that shit
But me? I'm no fucking other
"Twisted Insane's a wierd freak!" So what?
Twisted Insane's on a course to blow up
Eat these rappers like fresh cold cuts
And make everybody who hate me
Get sick and throw up

And just when you thought I
Was done I'ma come with the shit that make
A motherfucker lose it
Look at all the power of the music
I be in the corner smokin' on the marijuana
Hella faded off of Olde English fluid