Twisted Insane - Isolated lyrics

Yeah, deep thoughts, that's real
I didn't choose this path I'm walking
Path chose me
I'm just walking this mother fucker trying to
Find out where it lead me to
Try to maintain and keep my sanity
But it seems like that's hard to do nowadays
Real shit
As life continues to spiral out of control
And we try so hard to maintain
Ante up, ante up, ante up we try to
But, you know, sometimes I feel like it's
Just too much combustion
Like my mind is just like a bag of
Popcorn ready to explode at any minute

Terri sent a message to me on the book
And told me that I am the best-est
And she like to listen to me
Every time she wanna take a
Razor to her wrist up on a
Mission with a death wish
I ain't even read it
I was busy with the kids
You told me 'bout the sin and
All the wicked shit you did
And asking why the fuck I don't reply
Am I getting high do I really ride
For my fans like you said
Told me that your little brother
Listen to me daily
'cause you showed him all my shit on YouTube
And every time you listen to my
Song, whether right or wrong
You can feel I'm speaking
Right directly to you
Maybe you was too cool to hit me back
But I know you was busy
But every Friday I be on
Ya live drinking whiskey
Just me and my little brother 'cause
I ain't got no friends and
I feel like you the only person
Who do really gets me so please, hit me
I'm on the edge and I'm falling
Looking at the barrel of a rifle
Doing a 150 in a Camaro
Waiting for bracker barrel what
Ever happened with you
And ISO everything is still brain ain't it?
Anyways, hit me back, much love man
I'm your biggest fan
And when I finally hit her back
I got a message from
Her little brother saying
That they found her in a trash can dAMN!

They'll never understand this shit
That we've been through
(There's no more sharing your
Thoughts when you isolated) never
I Panicked i mean a regular person
Living in today's society (Wanna the run
But you just can't walk when you isolated)
The norm you know
When you been down the path (Wanna speak
But you just can't talk when you isolated)
Through the darkest mother
Fucking tunnels nigga the darkest tunnels
(Going nuts and you just might
Pop when you isolated)
How could a normal person
Ever understand that

I got a message on the gram from Dan
Told me he surprised that I got fans
I try to laugh it off like I don't know damn
What you message me for? Ain't
You a grown man?
He went on telling me that I don't make hit's
And when I rap fast I don't even say shit
And in his top 10 I was number 86
And then he went on saying fuck the Brainsick
Man, I'm feeling like I'm
Being fucking cat-fished, really
I feel like reaching through the
Phone and slap him, silly
He told me everything I do will
Fail and it would be
A cold day in hell before I stack a milli
I'm sick behind these bars like I brack at
Chilies, but I don't wanna hear it
So I'm faded
I'll be lying if I say that shit didn't get
To me mystery hit's when you been isolated

There's no more sharing your
Thoughts when you isolated wanna run
But you just can't walk when you isolated
Wanna speak
But you just can't talk when you isolated
Going nuts and you just might
Pop when you isolated

They wanna keep you down
They wanna keep you down they always
Wanted to keep you down but, you will rise
You will rise i will not lose
(There's no more sharing your
Thoughts when you isolated)
You know what I'ma keep my
Mother fucking head up
I'ma Keep my chest out (Wanna run
But you just can't walk when you isolated)
I'ma walk through that mother fucker fire and
I'ma come out the other side clean
(Wanna speak
But you just can't talk when you isolated)
Yeah (Going nuts and you just might
Pop when you isolated)