Twisted Insane - The Nothing lyrics

I used to be filled with no
Doubt at all, tried to win
It's only drown or fall
Everyone told me I'm bound to
Fall, filling out apps
But I doubt they call
Slept under bridges for months
Nowhere to go, i was fucked
I looked at time, so I'm stuck wit
No family, no money, no homies
I'm shit outta luck
So what? Life is tough, tried to talk shit
But I'm off the bottle
When I get sick, I turn Nosferatu
Yelling out "Bitch let's go mano y mano"
We can get Lit in this here McDonald's
People tell me I could make it if I would
Switch up and give up on this horror shit
Them is the same ones whom ain't nevеr been
In that padded room off of that Thorazine
I can go on and on about the dark
Lifе but I'm sleeping nights up at da park
Everyone stuck a knife up in my heart
Now I just stick to biting, i don't bark
No one to hang when they say that
Chu brazy, better off by my self
I stay wit 380
I hit the streets, bitch I've never
Been lazy, fuck all that peace
I want cheese and da gravy
So many nights I done spent on da bathroom
Floor, with that blade to my wrist
I was glad to go
Had to stop myself, my kids was at the door
I don't want them to find
Me dead at this bowl
I'm just in my mental, ain't no
Sentimental, I'll break ya denim, nigga
Fuck a change i dun blacked out
All I think about is people on
The net saying "Fuck the brain"
Nigga fuck the fame, sick is in my brain
Not a mutha fucka wanna bet on me
I was living life way up on the edge
They gon' probably find me dead
Up in the street
Ain't no fucking sheep, life is over wit
People dropping dead off this COVID shit
Maybe I won't make it out this horror show
Maybe I will end up on the floor sick
So I write this letter
Like sorry I had to go
But then I had thoughts of my kids waking up
In the morning like "Where did my daddy go?"
So I made a choice
I'ma stay and help them all
Out wit they grades
But that's in the day, cuz when
The sun goes down I stay
Giving them all razorblades

They know I will strike with that venom
They don't want a nigga back with the voodoo
Time I had to go and put one in your denim
I'ma wait for them to fall down
Cause they all sound like doodoo
Thinking that you really all that
But I saw that on Hulu
Who knew I would see a nigga
Dressed up in a tutu?
I am really with the rappin'
But your actin' is poopoo
I been tryna sit and maintain
But the Insane is cuckoo
Now we turnt up, baby, sip this shit
Pass the green
I'mma have to murder everybody in
The game dipped in gasoline
They not really with it I'mma hit
Em with the Ice Cube, "No Vaseline"
I don't wanna be cheesy
Too easy to smash your team
Time for me to seal your fate, brain gang
Hard for me to really maintain i aim thangs
I'm never comin' with the same thang
I ain't finna sit and talk, I go bang bang
Pull up on you lil mothafuckas who be runnin'
'round the street talkin' 'bout
Gang gang gang
I don't ever wanna see another pair
Of skinny jeans in my lifetime
Matter fact I'm bout to take em all back
Brainsick when I write rhymes
I ain't even trippin' on you niggas
You're the enemy now but it's my time
Adios a mothafucka
Take another shot back through the pipeline
In the night time, ain't nobody on my level
They don't wanna meddle with the one
Always fill em with the pain
But I gotta maintain it some
They be like "Please stop!"
Better when you go out on top
I'm like "Ain't nobody finna go
Nowhere, it's just begun, lil BITCH"