Underoath - Act of Depression lyrics

I tried to cry out from the inside
But, I guess my soul did
Not pour it'self out enough
Blood on the walls, flaming black
Blood on the walls
I saw you staring through the cracks
No one was to know what was happening
In me I felt no love
I felt no reason to carry on with my life
Everything was wrong, nothing was right
At least that is what I thought
Kids finding laughter at my expense
They were killing me on the inside
They couldn't give up their pride
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving
On the outside I looked fine
You couldn't tell but on the
Inside was eternal hell
I got caught up in the moment of depression
And before I knew it my body
Was lying on the ground
With a gun in my hand my
Hourglass was out of sand
Thanks to all the people who
Drove me to death
Without you I could of never ended my breath
Through your anger and hate
I was able to choose my fate
There was a way out
But I chose the easy route
Blast of a gun, breath runs out
Final thoughts put to extinction
No more love, no more pain
For you have chosen suicide as
The way out help them
Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor
Pool of blood you see
You scream out in terror
Her body is now a part of mutilation
Her soul the victim of strangulation
I will not accept this evil anymore
I never thought of who I hurt or I
Never tried to look for the good
I'm sorry for whoever I hurt
It's not easy to look back on my life
And know I did not know Christ
For now I live in a real hell
I wish I had another chance then I
Would live my life with love