Vin Jay - Anxious lyrics

(I don't know how much more I can take?
My thought controlling me
My fears controlling me i'm anxious)

I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like a slave to my mind
I just wanna be free
I've been feeling anxious
And when I look around there
Ain't nobody feeling like me
I've been feeling anxious
Hoping that I make it through the
Pain, got me begging, God, please
I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like a slave to my mind
I just wanna be free

I'm waking up in a panic
Ripping my chest tight
I can't wait to see the end
Of all these stress nights
But I'm a soldier, so
I'mma put my best fight
And pray to God that I won't have
To suffer in my next life
When ever I'm out in public I start to panic
I'm always on the edge like
Something is gonna happen
The worst case possible is
What my mind imagines
And this shit could get triggered
By the slightest interaction
It's like it always makes you
Focus on your biggest fears
And it reminds you that you'll
Never make them disappear
And when your mind is crystal clear
This shit will interfere like
Don't you ever try
To be driven or even switching gears
I'm going ballistic, I'm broken
No one can fix it and I don't want
Physicians just tryna feed me prescriptions
The pills I've been given gon
Beat me into submission
Cause the chemical imbalance controlling
My whole existence

I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like a slave to my mind
I just wanna be free
I've been feeling anxious
And when I look around there
Ain't nobody feeling like me
I've been feeling anxious
Hoping that I make it through the
Pain, got me begging, God, please
I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like a slave to my mind
I just wanna be free

Sometimes I leave a room in
The middle of conversation
All because I'm anxious and feels
Like my heart's racing it feels like
I've lost all controls of this situation
Guess it's time to hit the
Doctor for some stronger medication
But now, I'm just sedated
I'm walking around like a zombie
A motherfucking shell of myself
For carbon copy all my days begin to blend
And my memories getting spotty
So, I'm just hoping that one
Day I'll live in peace
I was a dreamer but I
Swear this shit is bittersweet
I'm nice at rapping but it's time
To pick a different dream
Can't get up on the stage
I swear that thought alone just cripples me
And I'm not looking for sympathy or no love
I just hate that I'm anxious and
Feel like I'm giving up
When the only cure is self
Isolation and taking drugs
If you knew what it was like
I bet you prolly wouldn't judge

I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like a slave to my mind
I just wanna be free
I've been feeling anxious
And when I look around there
Ain't nobody feeling like me
I've been feeling anxious
Hoping that I make it through the
Pain, got me begging, God, please
I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like a slave to my mind
I just wanna be free