Vin Jay - Desperate lyrics

Heart's so cold

Have you ever been down in
Your luck or been desperate?
Feeling like you trapped and ain't
Never finding the exit
Stress building up and can't find
A way to suppress it
Praying every night and hoping
God return your message
Steady wishing for the day that
All the pain's gone barely getting sleep
Nights quick and all the days long
With no sunshine, all I feel is the rain, dog
And everyone just keep on telling
Me to stay strong
But I'm surrounded by these feelings
That I can't shake
Fake friends, ain't nothing for 'em
Don't got to translate
Got nothing up in the fridge
I'm down to my last plate
Barely got the money to fill
Up my fucking gas tank cope with the pain
I'm gripping a Jack Daniels
Moment that I finish, I cop me another handle
Lights getting shut off
Guess I'ma use candles
Hit the store to fill my stomach
Only coppin' three samples
Swear to God that I'm
Surrounded by some demons
Life is getting worse every time
That it change Seasons
Lashing at my girl 'cause of
All the pain I'm feeling
Now she finally had enough of my
Shit and the bitch leaving
Even my family doesn't ever
Seem to understand i need a favor
They look at me like the son of Sam
And they been acting like I'm
Begging for a hundred grand
It's almost like they don't want me
To get the upper hand
I need a change, matter fact, I need a couple
Sick of being broke and my
Tears leaving a puddle
Pressure on my shoulders and my
Knees about to buckle
Time to figure out a way to
Make it out of the struggle it's like-

Heart's so cold, I can feel it in my veins
Sick of being broke
I'm just trying to get paid
Guess that I'ma keep on grinding
Only way I know
But I'd never thought life would
Ever be this cold
On my own now, gotta maintain
Sick of being broke
I'm just trying to get paid
Guess that I'ma keep on grinding
Only way I know
But I'd never thought life would
Ever be this cold

Yeah clothes laying on my bed
All my shit is packed i know my parents
They gon' wonder where their kid is at
I put my shoes on and
Took another swig of Jack
I'm finally walking out this bitch
And I ain't coming back
Stumbled down the steps, no doubt about it
I'm trippin' take another drink
It's gon' put me out of commission
But fuck the cops
I don't plan on getting convicted
I hopped up in the whip and
I started my trash Civic
Blowing every stop sign, I'm out of control
'Bout to hit the liquor store and
A cop a bottle for sure
But I don't got the fucking money
Or no weed I can smoke so fuck it
I'm 'bout to run up in
That bitch for the dough
Yeah, I'm all about it
I ain't thinking 'bout no repercussions
I'm finally 'bout to get some
Paper so ain't no discussion
Like what's a fucking man to do
When he's down to nothing? I found a spot
Parked the whip and kept the engine running
I walked into the building, but yo
This shit was packed i started thinking
Maybe I should take a different path
But shit, I'm in too deep
So ain't no turning back
I jumped the counter and landed
Right where the Bourbons at
Grabbed the cashier and told him
"show me the safe!" told him
"empty out the draws and give
Me all of the cake!"
Started pulling out his phone and tried
To call for the Jakes
So I pulled out the strap, cocked it back
And then-

Heart's so cold, I can feel it in my veins
Sick of being broke
I'm just trying to get paid
Guess that I'ma keep on grinding
Only way I know
But I'd never thought life would
Ever be this cold
On my own now, gotta maintain
Sick of being broke
I'm just trying to get paid
Guess that I'ma keep on grinding
Only way I know
But I'd never thought life would
Ever be this cold

"This just in
Local news reports of a fatal
Shooting at the North Shore
Beverage Liquor store multiple
Witnesses say the
Suspect, armed with a handgun
Jumped the counter
And fired shots at the store manager when
Nearby police officers responded
To the report
It quickly turned into a fatal shooting
Scene the suspect, 24-year-old
Vincent Jacovelli
Was pronounced dead at the scene"