Vin Jay - Don't Do It lyrics

And I don't wanna live like this
I'm on my own
And I don't wanna leave right now
But I'm all alone

Never thought I'd try suicide
But my mind is a prison
I'm peeking through the blinds
And I know my decision will be scrutinized
But you can't judge a man until
You looking through his eyes
Cause they wanna call me selfish
Wake up every day the same
And I feel helpless
Everyone around me telling
Me life's precious
But all I feel is pain so
Pardon me if I'm skeptic
I've been feeling sick
Sick of feeling worthless
Sick of acting like every
Day's been so perfect sick of feeling pain
Fake smiles on the surface
Sick of waking up knowing I
Don't have a purpose
And I don't wanna die
But I know it's for the best
Trying to find peace
But I know there's nothing left
Only time I feel bliss is
The moment of my death
Maybe I can finally smile as
I take my last breath try to tun a page
I'm stuck in the same chapter
Searching for some love
I ain't finding what I'm after
Swear these damn thoughts controlling
Me like a cancer what's the point of life
I can never find the answer damn
And I don't wanna make my mother cry
But all the pain I've been
Feeling is being multiplied
So when she finally comes to terms
That her son has died
Tell her I'm looking for happiness
On the other side

And I don't wanna live like this
I'm on my own
And I don't wanna leave right now
But I'm all alone
Cause I don't wanna feel this pain
I'd rather die right now
I just wanna be okay oohohoh

Wait, before you make your decision
Take a second
Put yourself in your family's position
Know you feeling like death is the
Only way but it isn't
Know the pains hard but I swear
It's just here to visit so please
Don't do it
I can promise that it doesn't help
The pain'll pass
You're passing the pain to someone else
You got a beautiful soul
Don't make em suffer
I know you'll get through
I know that you got it covered
You're made special, kind loving and gentle
Even if you can't see just
Know that you got potential
I know you suffer through the
Day tryna hold composure
But god gives his toughest battles
To his strongest soldiers
I don't wanna see the day
That you fall apart so keep pushing
A fighter I know that's who you are
Even know you feel like you
Live with a broken heart
Just know the darkest nights
Make the brightest stars
And I promise it gets better with time
I know it doesn't feel like
It but depression it lies
You deserve much more so just sever the ties
Between those toxic thoughts and
You're intelligent mind
I know it's tough when
You're battling depression
It's hard to fake a smile with
The pain that you're suppressing
Your mind plays tricks and it
Got you second guessing
But people care about you and need
The feel of your presence
You got family they love you try to remember
I know you think you're nothing but
In the mind you're a treasure
Times get rough and I know
You feeling the pressure
But I've been through it too and
I swear that it gets better

And I don't wanna live like this
I'm on my own
And I don't wanna leave right now
But I'm all alone
Cause I don't wanna feel this pain
I'd rather die right now
I just wanna be okay oohohoh