Vin Jay, Bingx - Psycho lyrics

Why am I so low?
Is it by design or just in my nature?
Vitalized but no hope
I find comfort in the cold
Like the brightest nights are dark and warm
Oh oh oh yeah
I think that I've become my demons
Ease all of my pain
Don't know how to function when all is well
They just keep callin my name
I can hear the voices beyond the veil
They can ease all of my pain
Don't know how to love but
Know how we failed
Like it ceases all in my veins
I think darkness is my domain

Let me out of my cage ice cold in my veins
Still I try to be a better man
But I'm to gone to be saved
Family think that I'm sefish
Rather that than feel helpless
Keep to myslef so the ones that I love
They still don't know what I've dealt with
I know that I should probably open up
But I don't know where I was scarred
To tell when I was seventeen all of
My life has been falling apart
Most of my days I spend in the dark
All of the blades I put in my arm
To deal with the pain i have been ashamed
I had to get tatted to caver the scars
But I will never let this shit define me
I know my purpose it's somewhat beyond me
Found out my worth and I'm feeling godly
My true potential it's inside me
Now theres no limit's to who I become
Put all my faith in this life and I jump
Found me a reason to battle my demons
I know that my mom will be proud of her son
G-G-God knows I've been a lost soul
Lost love and I lost hope
All my life I had no direction but I
Finally feel like I'm at a crossroad
Somedays when I wake up I feel
Like giving up on my dreams
It's a deadly battle even tho I've grown
I'm not as confident as I seem

Why am I so low?
Is it by design or just in my nature?
Vitalized but no hope
I find comfort in the cold
Like the brightest nights are dark and warm
Oh oh oh yeah
I think that I've become my demons
Ease all of my pain
Don't know how to function when all is well
They just keep callin my name
I can hear the voices beyond the veil
They can ease all of my pain
Don't know how to love but
Know how we failed
Like it ceases all in my veins
I think darkness is my domain

(Why am I so low?)