Zaia - SHADE lyrics

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk?
Thinking I can save 'em all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could talk

I can't take a second, yeah
Don't wanna talk when they
Suppress the message
I mean they said drop call
When I had great connection
Now I'm on the phones talking
With the great connections
I got the vibes on me
Shit is like a great light
Hate nights
'cause my mind can never stay quite
These wars that I fight they
Leave me dead like
Is my head right, is this hell fire
For damn sure
All these questions these voices answer
I'm a mind slave
I'm in overdrive
I can't take a break
I don't feel alive
All my fake friends wet 'em
Up and then I slide
Right up out they lives
It's about that time

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk?
Thinking I can save 'em all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could talk, yeah

Hard for me dealing with emotions that I feel
Couple friends turn to enemies
Can't tell who real
Love from a distance 'cause my
Heart is on my sleeve
I don't need a Judas that I
Feed to get me killed
Yeah, had to let you know
I have to let you go
We barely hanging on
So you can't ask to keep in touch
I'm riding by myself
Now they asking for a reason
I was solo dreaming
Every single season to me
That's every single reason to me
Dreamin', I just pray my soul for the keeps
I just hope my mom's proud of me 'cause the

Shade is down
Under money trees I bought
Now they come around like they know me now
Is it just the path I walk?
Thinking I can save 'em all
I can't even save myself
I get higher
Then maybe me and God could talk, yeah
Yeah