ZEDNED - ONCE UPON A TIME lyrics

Once upon a time there lived a boy
He had lime green eyes
He hated how he used to be treated
Every kid in school used to
Point out his insecure features
But he learnt more about himself
It helped his mental state
As he found out his worth in this world
And how he is perceived from others around

This boy met another boy
But not face to face
Through an app on his phone
He used to postpone
All his plans just so he can talk to this guy
This guy he spoke to every night
The boy couldn’t help but
Scroll through his photos
And see how beautiful he was to the human eye
His eyes the same colour as him lime green
Brown fluffy hair
This guy was like a teddy bear
But the truth would soon unfold
And the boy will be left longing of pain
Every single day he hated how he was gay
"Why did this happen to me"
He used to scream nothing ever went his way
He always has his heartbroken in many ways
This boy needed someone to comfort him
As he cried and cried
But no one came to be by his side
So soon he would cut deep inside
Cutting his wrists into slivers
Until blood arises up onto his hands

I hate myself i hate me
No one will ever like me why does every guy
Fucking use me
My body isn’t some sort of prize possession
All of this trauma has caused me depression
Fuck this life i am in agony
I think I just ought to die

Once upon a time i knew a boy
A boy that used to have a kind smile
A boy with lime green eyes
But now he is gone headstones on a lawn