Lieu - ​litter lyrics

Talk to me like I don't exist
I already ruined everything
Are you even there?
I try my best not to stare
But you're too perfect i'm too worthless
Done lying to your face, girl I'm hurting
Am I even a person anymore? Do you hate me?
I don't really hate you
You think that I'm crazy
I don't really blame you why should I try?
I feel so hallow inside
It's pathetic I know anesthetic to cope
Cry and look at the rope
If you never cared about me
Why the fuck should I know?
Cause you think it's necessary
To bring me down
I don't cry nice, you can look at my frown
Have a good night without me around
Saying goodbye, I meant screaming out loud
Not alright, no where else to go in this town
And I act like I'm going
To sleep next to you and I'm crying
I know that's something I'll never do
Might as well drink the whole bottle
The pills that I swallow
Never help me get through
Maybe it'll be different some day
I don't have no hope but you
Can look at my change i'm broke
Pass it on the curb my pockets fold
Too heavy for my hurt, but I'll find you
You'll notice when I do
Ambulance stare at me and you
Know I don't try to know that I like you
If you die then I shoot
And I don't want to spite you
Maybe I'll just litter, oh