​saturn - Deluxe ​ lyrics

Tell me about the nightmare holy shee

Walk back things I probably shouldn't
Losing chances I won't ever have again
This is how it goes, it keeps on happenin'
Pictures with the flash inside my room
It hides my skin, my lips are cracked again
You look like the cat's been
Trying to drag you in
Take it in, 'cause it won't last
See through everything
Pour one out the flask
And relish in your chosen path
Your content's obnoxious
How'd it end up like that?
Give me one fast travel
And I'm back on the map
And, I heard you called
Many nights divided down the hall
You wanna take it all from me
There's nothing lеft for you
To come and seize
I know I piss you off in spitе
But, this is how life goes sometimes
I'm taking steps, I'll find my content
Walk back and view my life with caution
It's not you, it's not fair
Why'd you bleach and dye your hair?
Why'd you change yourself when I was
Waiting? You knew I was there
Spectacle of nature, I saw through you
I thought you were average
Everyone is average except me
I’m barely scraping at it
Beat my face with powder
Make it phantom colored
Like my arms in winter
Bite a silver medal, make it crack my tooth
Like I'm the winner
Not a perfect Holy entity
They see me as a sinner
Locking eyes with God
And I know I can't be delivered
Squabble on and on about
Myself in these songs
I got roles to fill, but just for once
I'll pop off my worth tied to numbers
Hope the numbers are on
Purging my conscience
And pray my problems are gone

Yeah, I came in with a bag, if I leave
With a rack, how I make that bag, yeah
Yeah, how I came with a bag
How I make these stacks out
Of everything bad? yeah