6obby - would it matter lyrics

Would it even matter if I
Told you how I felt?
I know no one cares and so
I keep it to myself i know no ones there
So I'ma do this with no help
My mind is a prison
I feel locked inside a cell
Looking for somebody who gon'
Save me from myself
I can't really trust a thing that
All these people tell me
Everybody wanna claim they know me
But I swear that they don't
Even know a thing

Staring off into the ceiling now
Laying down inside the living room
Just spacing out i can feel my every thought
Coming and crashing down
Stuck inside and I'ma find a
Way to make it out
Before my grandma died I told her
I would make her proud
I hope she sees me and she
Smiles when she's looking down i been low
But who doesn't stress from time to time?
I chill with Benji
We like Finn and Jake Adventure Time
It's getting cold inside this room
And these blankets just ain't helping
Think it's time to smoke to
Save myself from overthinking
Don't know why I care so much
But I always seem to feel it
Think I need to get up
Instead of dragging myself in it
'Cause drowning myself in all this
Doubt drives me psycho like singing a song
But you don't ever hit the right notes
Writing a song
But hating everything that you wrote
Wanting a home
But hating everywhere that you go
Don't talk to me
If you're just gonna waste my time
Don't fuck with me
If you're just gonna feed me lies
Don't talk to me
If you're just going to be mean
Don't fuck with me
If you don't plan on being sweet
Baby are you down? Will you stay around?
I need a girl who gon' pick
Me when I am down we could leave this town
Just need each other around
I need a real one who gon' love
Me 'til I'm deep in the ground

Yeah, baby are you down? Baby are you down?
Will you stay around? What should I do?

By myself again tossing and turning at night
Yeah I know I won't sleep so
I turn on the light
I be checking my phone but
It's so late at night, yeah
I look for a text
But there's not one in sight
I been looking for someone that
I could call "mine"
Roll some loud smoke it up and
I start to feel fine
I know things that I stress is
Just all in my mind
I just need to stay focused
And stay on my grind
I just stay on my grind, yeah
I just stay on my grind doing all that I can

Would it even matter if I
Told you how I felt?
I know no one cares and so
I keep it to myself i know no ones there
So I'ma do this with no help
My mind is a prison
I feel locked inside a cell
Looking for somebody who gon'
Save me from myself
I can't really trust a thing that
All these people tell me
Everybody wanna claim they know me
But I swear that they don't
Even know a thing

Would it even matter if I
Told you how I felt?
I know no one cares and so
I keep it to myself i know no ones there
So I'ma do this with no help
My mind is a prison
I feel locked inside a cell
Looking for somebody who gon'
Save me from myself
I can't really trust a thing that
All these people tell me
Everybody wanna claim they know me
But I swear that they don't even know a thе