8Ball - Lost lyrics

As the autumn leaves fell in
The month of October
I found myself chiefin hay and
Every day never sober
Got Hen drippin down my chin
And smoke in my lungs
Pullin hellafied hoes with my devilish tongue
Silk tailor made
I don't need yo name on my back
Got these bitches' mind addicted to this
Shit like it was crack
I went from good to bad, bad to worse to evil
Never thought I'd see myself not
Trustin my own people
Right up under my nose in the
Form of niggas and hoes
I'm playin by the rules cause that's
All I ever been told an eye for an eye
Do unto others as they do you
Turn the other cheek and watch
How many motherfuckers do you
Deceivin, got a nigga believin
While they thievin tryina break even
A nigga damn near stopped breathin
Scared for my son's life
Mine is already at the end
Tryina make a change so they don't have
To go where I done been
A thin line between sin and what's right
Open my heart to God and hope
That I get touched right
I just might take a life, stop breath
Bring death to all in my vicinity until
There is just he left

I been searching all this time
Tryina my best to find my way
Runnin round tryina chase this money
Takin me around the world in a day
Blowin smoke all up my nose
Gettin in and out my clothes
Foolin round with midnight hoes
Man, that's just the way life goes

It's hard to run
Tabacco from them blunts got me winded
Sanity has ended, I'm not where I pretended
To be, a millennium away from reality
As far as the eye can see
There is no one but me
Ruins from a past life
As far back as last night
Burn like witchcraft
Givin my path plenty light i close my eyes
I cannot believe what I'm seein
Evil demons posin like they human beings
Invade my trip, them bitches came equipped
With banana peels
Tryina make a pimp nigga slip
Some have no lips, some have no eyes
And it's strange how that never stopped
The lies or the spies
From clutterin, damn near smotherin
Always hoverin above me
Masked face, actin like they love me
Always wanna judge me, player
That ain't for you to do
Cause one day higher powers got
Somethin for me and you

I close my eyes and try
To imagine I'm somewhere else
Other than this hell we call Earth
From birth to death
Settin my mind free chemically helps me some
Oz's of trees enter me until
My spirit is numb
Oral inhalation, halucinogenic sedation
Illegal medication force me into hibernation
Now my thoughts seem as vivid as a rainbow
I'm visited by an angel who came
To make my pain go
On the outside it's all peaches and cream
In my mind I hear
Screams from horrible dreams
Flashbacks of some shit I wish I could forget
On the verge of havin a fit
Not afraid to admit
I'm lost, and I don't know which way to go
I don't know who I can call that can save me
So i'm gonna drop to my knees
And ask to be forgiven
And pray for another way for me to be livin
Man, I'm lost and I don't
Know which way to go
I don't know who I can call that can save me
So i'm gonna drop to my knees
And ask to be forgiven
And pray for another way for me to be livin