A-Q, Blaqbonez, M.I Abaga - Fears lyrics

Ay, I took my life by the reins
Can never blame nobody
Ready for when they let me down, so yeah
I see it coming making it this far
Trust me it's been a crazy journey
Learnt a lot of lessons while
I was chasing money
Like, ay, no one is going to be here forever
Everything is seasonal and no rapper
Is gonna be hot forever
It's quite ironic that the fresher I look
It’s the more I realize that damnit
I won't be young forever
Lifе is too short to not
Be making my own decisions
And I cannot blame thе
Label for my inhibitions
Fact is, this is my life
My choices and my grind
I'm a grown ass nigga
Don’t be stupid to be pointing fingers
I'm super selfish, only think about me
I do me, move my shit higher 'cause in
The end it's just me
I learnt that my whole life is
What I made it to be
When I choose music over books, yeah
That moment was real
'Cause if I flopped I'ma feel
It so deep, you see, my mama got needs
I left the family house
I'll probably have no where to sleep
So I've been questioning me
If I be killing these beats
Can I do better?, Is this the best?
Am I close to my peak? My circle tight
Only niggas who understand my
Fears, that see my visions clear
Know what it took to get me here
God forbid that sometime I
Be surrounded by yes-men
If that happens then it's on me
If I pushed away my best friends
Yeah, I don't even know if I
Be anti-social or anti new people
My circle so small, so we mobile
I’m just hopeful I’m moving in the
Direction of where my vision is
If there's one thing I’m good at
It's the art of over-thinking shit
Sometimes, I think I'm over prepared
Or am I over calculating?
There's too much math in my head
See I never once believed that
What will be will be
Always gon’ make it happen
Wide awake while I viewed my dream
Shit is real how did we get here?
It's impossible to make amends
When freedom of speech could possibly
Be a lethal end impossible to protest or you
Follow peaceful trends
For sending out your tweets you
Need one of them VPNs
What're you rapping about
You got aspirations blocks
When these rappers say they ill
They need vaccination shots
We should stick a long stick
In your nose for sticking
Your nose in places that got
Your whole body exposed
Positive or Negative, we getting no results
The present and the future
The difference is in the polls
This disease will probably kill you
And you'll die with all your hope
And even if you survive the question is
Who to vote?
Tell me, how do you deal with the pain?
Regardless of how you move
The game mutates to a different strain
The face mask won't disguise the evil ways
For the many times you wash your hands
You can't wash your sins away (No)