AFI - The Great Disappointment (Demo Version) lyrics

I can remember, a place I used to go
Crysanthemums of White
They seemed so beautiful
I can remember, searched for the Amaranth
I'd shut my eyes, to see
Oh how I smiled then
So near the cherrished ones
I knew they would appear
Saw not a single one
Oh how I smiled then, waiting so patiently
I'd make a wish, and bleed while I waited
I was wasting away while I waited
I was wasting away
I can remember, dremt them so vividly
Soft creatures draped in white
Light kisses gracing me
I can remember, when I first realized
Dreams were the only place, to see them
While I waited i was wasting away
While I waited i was wasting away
While I waited i was wasting away
Hope was wasting away faith was wasting away
I was wasting away
Never never wanted this, always
Wanted to believe, never never wanted this
(I will not live on)
Never never wanted this, from the
Start i'd been decieved
Never never wanted this (I will not live on)
Never never wanted this, always
Wanted to believe
Never never wanted this all
Never ever wanted this, from the
Start i'd been decieved
Never never wanted this all
Inside a crumbling effigy
(But, you promised) so died all innocence
(But, you promised) me
While I waited i was wasting away
While I waited i was wasting away
While I waited i was wasting away
Hope was wasting away faith was wasting away
I was wasting away