AK - I Fell lyrics

Look I'm feelin foolish cause I fell for you
I'm not gun' lie I'm just tryna
Keep it real with you
Been on my mind for some time
I'm being honest with you
Its kind of hard for me to sleep at
Night sometimes without my box of tissues
I got some issues
Music's the only way I'll express it
Never felt this type of way
Now I kind of regret it cause, I know
What I want but I don't
Think I'll ever get it
But, if you happy I'm happy I'm
Glad I finally said it cause, it's been
Stuck inside I feel we've never been friends
Always something a little more even
Though you got a man
My emotions is taking over
Used to holding them in
I'm more worried 'bout you cause I


Know you going through shit
So I'm sorry if I annoy
You always asking bout him
I just wanna know should I stay or
Go cause I've been down and, confused
Cause, I don't know what's going
On between us two
What's to come in the future no
I'm not trying to be rude I'm just

Tryna see what's going through your mind
Cause, now you see what's going through mine
I know you lie everytime you say you're fine
I've asked God and he told me give it time
I'm mad stressed going through this on my own
I spent too much time being alone
It kills me cause I know you walking hurt
We both know this is not what you deserve

I've found I'm working for your heart
Like I'm working for a deal
And that's huge it's ensuring
Saying that this
Feelings real and that scares me
Honestly, more than you could believe
Cause, I have no
Idea if you feelin the same about me
I'm upset and you know that's
What I don't like saying
And I've tried to take your advice
And be my own hype man but, I think
Why be alone if I see you're right there
And I could wake from dreams cause
I'm sick of these nightmares
My mind is going crazy
This shit is constantly working
And I'm just praying that all the time I've
Put it in will be worth it
But, if it isn't I'll be fine give me time
I'll be perfect
But, I know this wouldn't have happened
If there wasn't a purpose

Uh, God wouldn't let this
Happen with no reason
I'm tryna figure what your
Feeling baby please, just
Tell me now if I should stay
Or if I should leave this
It's like I can't swim and I'm
Stuck in the deep end

Tryna see what's going through your mind
Cause, now you see what's going through mine
I know you lie everytime you say you're fine
I've asked God and he told me give it time
I'm mad stressed going through this on my own
I spent too much time being alone
It kills me cause I know you walking hurt
We both know this is not what you deserve

But, you play me like a violin
10 months were silent
Wouldn't tell me shit you was ashamed
Cause, you was hiding shit
And so I'd ask cause
I knew bout this other guy and
How he's in your life and from
His past knew he was trying
And all I asked was truth even
If it hurt to know
But she said "No, it's okay Austin
You deserve to know"
Cause, I'd ask about this other guy again and
Again and she'd always say, "Don't worry
I promise he's just a friend"
Bitch I thought you had respect
Not for me but for yourself
Like is everybody else in your life
Like him so you fell fuck outta here
I'm not stupid I could read you like a book
I fucking knew it in my gut
You took the chances that you took
To pull the strings up on my heart
Because you fed off the attention
If he ain't give you enough you'd come
To me because you'd get it
I opened my heart and trusted you with
It like you a heart surgeon
But turns out you only good
At leaving hearts hurting

Tryna see what's going through your mind
Cause, now you see what's going through mine
I know you lie everytime you say you're fine
I've asked God and he told me give it time
I'm mad stressed going through this on my own
I spent too much time being alone
It kills me cause I know you all been hurt
We both know this is not what you deserve