AK - Issues (Remix) lyrics

Lately I've been laying down
Sleeping all my pain away
Even when it's hot and sunny
It feel's like a rainy day
Lately life's been hurting, it feels like no
One can save me, great But
That's the price you pay when you trust
Someone else to stay with faith
I must understand people now
Ain't built like me
Lying through their teeth is not a problem
But it is for me
Even though I'm alive, it's inside
Where I feel deceased
I put my trust in someone else and
Now I'm 'bout to free the beast

I did it once and I will never again
People take kindness for weakness and try
To hide what they can
'Cause they ashamed of what they did but


That's the person they is
I'd rather be depressed with no one
Than be lied to again, yeah

I'm tired of all this hurting, hurting
No one ever deserves it, deserve it
Inside I feel like I'm burning, burning
And now you make me feel worthless

Now life's a gamble
Never know what you gon' get
Feel like the stress of life
Is never gonna end
You gotta find your peace 'cause
The lessons never end
I feel like I felt heaven
And been through hell, and I ain't even dead

I got issues, issues
But, you don't know what I've been through
Been through
I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse
But there's a lot I hold into, into
And I've been holding in this pain
I noticed lately it's been getting in the way
I pray to Lord every night
Just to give me strength
And I fucking pray to God
That nobody can relate no one deserves this!

My mind's racing, moving miles a minute
So many thoughts running through it
But, I gotta stay in it
I set my goals, I've been working
I've been dying to get it
I don't care if I'm crying, I'm
Gonna cry 'til I finish, yeah!
I'll change lives, inspire the great minds
That listen but having trouble emerging
It takes time keep moving through all the
Hurting, it's worth it, embrace life
You only get one of them so
Be strong and make time
And I be working all these roundships
Some God moving fast, never down shifting
And all the ones that did me dirty
They be drowning
In regret, 'cause I leveled up without them

I got issues, issues
But, you don't know what I've been through
Been through
I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse
But there's a lot I hold into, into
And I've been holding in this pain
I noticed lately it's been getting in the way
I pray to Lord every night
Just to give me strength
And I fucking pray to God
That nobody can relate no one deserves this!

You once were a blessing
But, you turned to a lesson
The second you started treating me different
Leaving me guessing
I don't put up with bullshit
Guess it's on to the next one
I know there's better things coming now
I see you're not that special
Lately life's been like point guard
Dishing me dimes
Left and right these bitches itching
To be getting what's mine
I cut 'em off, fuck 'em all
Move 'em all to the side
'Cause, now I know they nothing
But toxic to the grind
Nah, I made memories with people who
Sadly are now just memories
All 'cause they ignored how much they
Really fucking meant to me
Now it's all I think about
It fucks me up mentally
Keeps me up at night and through the day
I just pretend to be unfazed by the past
But, I ain't gonna lie though
Everything that happens still plays
Through my mind though
Vivid pictures running through my
Head like a slideshow
Worse is I can see 'em even
Better with my eyes closed

Now I know the type to keep out
The same ones who doubted me
But now say they proud fuck your bullshit
You ain't got a lot to say now
Get to stepping
Don't let the door hit you on the way out