Anathema - A Natural Disaster lyrics

It's been a long cold winter without you
I've been crying on the inside over you
Just slipped through my fingers
As life turned away
It's been a long cold winter since that day

It's hard to find hard to find
Hard to find the strength now but I try
And I don't want to don't want to
Don't want to go on and speak now
Of what's gone by cos no matter what I say
No matter what I do
I can't change what happened
No matter what I say no matter what I do
I can't change what happened

You just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I have paid

Cause no matter what I say
No matter what I do
I can't change what happened
No matter what I say no matter what I do
I can't change what happened
No no I can't change

You just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I have paid