Anathema - The Beloved lyrics

Another day unfolds, still I exist
Never felt so cold
I never knew I was turning away
Though I can't explain
I only love you now that your missed
As I stand in the rain
Just leave me to go through this

I don't think I could
Face another sleepless night
If only I could trace that elusive light
In a dreamland flight to your agonizing eyes
A never ending flight, my silent cries

Still I close my eyes and
My mind becomes clear
Still I dream, and there you are
How still you lie and how your
Eyes bring back the fear
Still I can't face what's going on in here

Everything that I've ever felt has gone
At last my spirit breathes
I see no point in going on
So goodbye it's time for me to leave