Midwxst, AViT - GOLDEN lyrics

Every single day has been so monotonous
Drained of emotions, tired, baby
I don't want this
I'm sick of all the fucking bullshit
Wanna call it quit's
But I can't stop just yet

Feels like I'm just going through the motions
A cycle never-ending, can't be broken
It feels so pointless
But just know I'm not letting go
You're golden it feels all the same 24 7
But when I call you up it feels like heaven
This my confession
You're so precious to me, baby, yeah
You golden

I might say I'm fine but these
Tears always fall from my face
And I keep on trying but I
Always feel like I'm a disgrace
But I know that I'ma stay the fucking same
I say I'm fine but that was just
A lie to cover my pain
And you loved me with so many scars
I can't be the same
Look at myself in the mirror
Don't like I've became
And I'm not proud, I'm tryna turn my life
I'll turn it around
I'm tryna scream for help but
Can't make a sound
And I know where this shit is going
I know where it's gon' go
Watch my body start to fall
Slumping down on the floor
I can't do this anymore

Feels like I'm just going through the motions
A cycle never-ending, can't be broken
It feels so pointless
But just know I'm not letting go
You're golden it feels all the same 24 7
But when I call you up it feels like heaven
This my confession
You're so precious to me, baby, yeah
You golden