Bizzle, Evan Ford - Right Now lyrics

Uh
I got two little sisters that I hardly call
(Call) that I feel like I hardly know
And it's all my fault (It's all my fault)
Guess I be feeling guilty 'cause
I dropped the ball but, if I could
I'll try to explain how it started off
(I'll try) and to the tenth grade
I was papa's only seed (yeah)
And just before you was born
I was forced to leave (Leave)
At fifteen, had to move to H Town
Now I got two younger siblings
But, it's feelin' like it's only me
(It's only me)
Except for a couple long visit's (Uh)
It felt like our relationship
Was all pictures (All pictures)
Even if I could have called
You still couldn't talk
'Cause you were just a baby
Our foundation was long-distance
(Long-distance)
I guess I got used to bein' far away (Pssh)
And now that I can call, I don't call
'Cause the truth is
I don't really know what to call or say
But, if it's cool wit' you
Maybe we could start today

If I'm wrong (If I'm wrong)
Can I make it better right now? (Oh oh oh)
Hit me when you hear the song
Can I still make a difference
In your life now? (yeah) or is it too late
To make it better right now?
So what do you say? (Oh oh)
Can I still make a difference
In your life now? (yeah, oh)

Now I feel like we in this funny place
(Funny place) we don't really hit each other
Up to say much today
And usually when we do, it's a money case
(I got you)
And the thought that comes to mind
I don't wanna say (Uh)
Sometimes I wonder if I send
It 'cause I feel indebted (Feel indebted)
Like it's the least I can do
When I ain't been really present (Present)
Sometimes I wonder if you feel neglected
(Pssh) if I step in to be your brother
Will I get rejected? (Uh)
It's at the point now I don't
Even follow y'all on IG (IG)
I'm too afraid of what I might see
I be disappointed at the way
You show your body off
You blocked me when I told you "Knock it off"
And after that, we ain't talk at all (Dang)
I can't just be a big brother
When I slide a check through
(Slide a check through)
And not be a big brother when
It's time to check you (Check you)
I could have called
But, I ain't no what to call and say (Uh)
But, if you listenin' to this song
We can start today

If I'm wrong (If I'm wrong)
Can I make it better right now? (Oh oh oh)
Hit me when you hear the song
Can I still make a difference
In your life now? (yeah) or is it too late
To make it better right now?
So what do you say? (Oh oh)
Can I still make a difference
In your life now? (yeah, oh)

Uh
Pops said he wanted us to be close (Close)
And it's like he put it all on me
Though he wasn't (It's not fair)
But, if you the one spreadin' out yo' C's
Though when them trees grow
How you expect to see those leaves touchin'?
(Real talk)
Plus, you know we had a long season (Season)
Wit' our pops and yo' moms beefin'
(Beefin') and not speakin'
Pops said I was disloyal just for
Tryin' to go and visit
So I guess I gotta wait
Until it's Pops' weekend (Uh)
So is it all his fault? Is it me? Is it us?
(Us) I don't think this was how it was
'posed to be from the jump (Jump)
Pops had two good women and he married nuns
(Nuns)
Beat us up then blame us when we can't adjust
(Uh)
But, I know that things happen, so we make do
(Make do) and I apologize if I ever made you
Feel unloved
I guess that's what I should call and say
(Call and say)
But maybe if I'm not too late
We can start today

If I'm wrong (If I'm wrong)
Can I make it better right now? (Oh oh oh)
Hit me when you hear the song
Can I still make a difference
In your life now? (yeah) or is it too late
To make it better right now?
So what do you say? (Oh oh)
Can I still make a difference
In your life now? (yeah, oh)