Boondox - Progress lyrics

It's 4 am and I’m still
Starrin' at the ceiling
37 different thoughts
But only 3 of them appealing
I'm feeling another panic coming on but
I ain’t sweatin it it's just
Another demon in my room and I ain't
Letting it get to me like
Everything that the people that I ever
Trusted ever did to me
Come home with a bad grade
Oh they really hitting me
Let me get this thought out
Of my brain before the little bit of love is
Gone and only hate remains
It's a shame that you can't еven look
Some peoplе in the eye without
A little piece a part of you that withers
Up and dies I try to seek
Forgiveness and not to obsess I guess
I'm just at work in progress

Maybe it's my pride inside that keeps
Me on a one track mind
Broken promises comin' from both sides
The truth will always hide
Up in broad daylight
Maybe it’s my pride inside that keeps
Me on a one track mind
Broken promises comin’ from both sides
The truth will always hide
Up in broad daylight maybe it's my pride

It's 4am and I’m still layin' here alone
Without a text without a call
But, I keep starring at the phone
She ain't home and all I'm thinkin’
About is what the hell she's
Doin' who she with what they sayin'
Where they at who she screwing
Starts spewing up inside that's when
Shit gonna start to fly
How she gonna do me like this
When all I do is try
When all I ever do is listen try
My best to pay attention puttin' all
My time and effort
And did I forget to mention
All the lies that you
Kept tellin' but I looked the other way just
To make it all work and
Make it last another day
I try to seek forgiveness and not to obsess
I guess she was a work in progress

It's 4am and the bottles all dried up pop
Another pill and all the loose
Ends are tied up i'm lied up
I hate it but that's the way
It go I mean shit
I'm only human and it don't
Hurt if they don't know
And I don't show all of the signs
That I'm completely out my mind
They keep askin' and I keep sayin'
That I'm truly doin' fine
And I'm truly doing fine
Except I can't keep relationships
Burned a couple
Bridges and I can't even keep
No patience with anyone
It hard to explain how I can put this
On so many but I'm the only one
To blame I just hope this
Show forgiveness and not
To obsess because I'm just
Another work in progress