Boondox, Syn - Psycho Symphony lyrics

Fall asleep and dreamin' red is
All I see anymore and no I do not fear the
Devil cause I've seen him before
My eyes are closed they're open wide
The scenery never change
Only the players in the game
But all the rest stay the same
Is this reality I'm livin' in
Or pinnace for pricing
I'm feelin' sorry for myself, please
Take out a violin and play a symphony the
Soundtrack of a lunatic
I'm either illuminated or finally loosin' it
I walk a thin line between
Myself and somebody else
And I cannot decipher between I'm
Living in fuckin' hell or dying on earth
My whole world is a crying shame
Nothing's what it seems just like some
Shit out the crying game
I’m sick and afflicted and
Feeling somewhat vindictive
I'd put a bullet in my brain
But even that seems conflicted
Where would I end up or would
It just start all over?
Give me the horns of Lucifer
Or the wings of Jehovah

All this violence in your head seen
Flowing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
Sit in silence still your head screams
Playing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody

Is my reality a figment of my imagination?
Everything that I see
Somehow it’s all my creation
Or am I just as disturbed as some
Fuckers locked in the padded cell?
Doped up on anti-psychotics, livin' in hell
Can't remember my birth
No recollection of death
And would it all go away?
No longer taking a breath
And would it all go away? If
I started blastin' at bastards
Startin' killing everybody
I’m a virus or cancer
Am I the reason for bleeding
The reason families are grieving?
The reason for seasons like I’m
The reason for heathens
Or am I just a human being
Who is only being human?
With more questions and answers like what
The hell am I doing? Why do I sit
I'm obsessed on this shit just
Fill me with Zolapine
Let me drool in the corner
Just shoot me up full of dopamine
I just wanna drift away y'all
Call my dearly departed
But with my luck that's how
This whole situation got started

All this violence in your head seen
Flowing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
Sit in silence still your head screams
Playing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody

This won't go away until your dying day
And you will suffer in your own way
(your own way)
And in the end there'll be hell to pay
(hell to pay)
At the gates they'd say "go away, go away
Go away"

All this violence in your head seen
Flowing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
Sit in silence still your head screams
Playing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody