Boondox - Rollin' Hard lyrics

In my hands, I hold the key to who I wanna be
Solutions to my problems are just sitting
Right in front of me
I crush 'em up with a little bit of gunpowder
I should be where I wanna be
In a half an hour
My mind trips, I loose grip and sinkin' in
My eyes roll and takes control and it begins
Look in the mirror
My reflection slowly fades away
A monster starin' back
His heart black and his soul decayed
There's nothin' left but a shell
And an urge to kill no voices in my head
Just the will of a couple pills
In contact of metal mixed with ecstasy
A knife in my hand and I
Know what I expect of me
The bloodlust in the fear is
What I'm lookin' for
Rush in my veins as I cut
And slowly bleed this whore
It's pure desire and it burns at me like fire
Mercedes and a murder spree is what
It takes to get me higher

I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop

Under a strobe, I'm so hypnotized
My pulse races look around the room and all
I see is unfamiliar faces
Girls dancin' with glowsticks
And body glitter
Searchin' for the one as the
Bass hit's and lights flicker
And just as quick as the
Sensation hit my brain
I saw her in the corner
Glowin' bright like an open flame
A plaid skirt with pink hair and ponytails
Pale white skin with red lips
Just hot as hell our eyes met
It's like she saw right through me
Like she knew all my intentions
But she walked up to me
And I ain't sweatin it
'cause I had to make her mine
She came up, turned around
So I grip her from behind
Put my arms around her and
She reached around my neck
And grinded up against me like
She knew what was next
She was a pro and it made
Me want her even more
Took me in the room and
Then closed the fuckin' door

I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop

Slammed her against the wall
I fucked this bitch in a rage
And with dilated pupils and my mind in a haze
I looked her in the eyes and I saw no fear
But saw the scars on her wrist and
I knew why she was here
So I threw her on the bed
And I ripped off her shirt
And the blood stained the sheets
From up under her skirt
I felt razor sharp pains when
She dug in my skin
Thats when I started to see
The room started to spin
And without even thinkin'
Put my hands on her throat
And she didn't even blink when
She started to choke
She just sunk her nails in
So deep that I bled
I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead
With a single breath, right when I let her go
Her eyes still open when her body turned cold
She got what she needed and I
Got what I came for
So I left her on her back
Like a fuckin' filthy whore

I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop
I'm rollin' hard, I'm steady rollin' non-stop
(Rollin') when I fall, nobody catch me
(No) , let me drop

Darkness darkness covered everything
Blacker than a hundred midnights
Down in a swamp