Boondox, Tali Demon - So Preventable lyrics

Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity

I think I need a minute
To get my shit together
Just let me speak on this and
Read it like a letter i'm lyin' to myself
This shit ain't gettin' better
I'm hidin' out from it
We in for nasty weather
It's like an echo in my mind
And he's remindin' me it's time

I need to get this off my chest
So now I'm strappin' on a vest
This time it's really not a
Test, I cock it back, y'all know the rest

Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity

I'm lookin' down the hall
And it gets me to thinkin'
My face hung on the walls
And it gets me to drinkin'
My stomach's turned in knots
It feels just like I'm sickened
I'm left with what what
I got, this emptiness, i weaken
I could just make it go away, a shallow rest
Say "not today"

No way, no loss of family, loss of friends
No broken lives or hearts

Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity

I'm precision can't take this anymore
The pain clouds up my vision
I know I've made this choice
I'm headed for collision
I never had a voice, so I make this decision
One final breath, inhale the air
And now it all seems so unfair
The second thoughts are always there
Such drastic steps to make 'em care
Pick up the duffel on the ground
Leave the house without a sound
Take a second look around
These quiet streets, this quiet town

Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity
Why do you think you believe?
Hear what I'll do, you perceive
To be cruel, but that's
Uh uh, preventable my insanity

Uh uh, preventable my insanity