Boondox - Soul to Take lyrics
[Boondox - Soul to Take lyrics]
I don't trust myself because I'm
Sick of being lied to look in the mirror my
Reflection seeing right through
All of my issues and mistakes
Are staring back at me
Why don't you take the pistol
Put one in ya agony
Depression be messin' with my sanity
Repression be stressin' my humanity
I'm to the point where I
Don't really give a fuck
I'd rather drown in gasoline and
Light the whole thing up
Take a picture I might not be here tomorrow
All the time that I have has
Been wasted used or borrowеd
Tear it up and let my memory fadе
You don't need no reminders
Of the memories made
I'm feeling sorry for myself again
Searching for some answers maybe I
Should just phone a friend
But, I just lock it all away
Save all of these questions
For another rainy day
The weather's gettin' cold outside yeah
And I don't wanna say goodnight no
But everything goes away
I pray to God when I do
There's a soul to take
And I'm feelin' like I lost my way
Thinking they'll be hell to pay
And I'm hangin' by a broken string
Not noticing these broken wings yeah
I never thought that I was good enough
And any second now I could erupt
Yeah suicide has always been the back up
When everything finally starts to stack up
I try to stay positive have a lot to live for
All of them supportive I don't think
That they could give more
And I appreciate it from the
Depths of my soul
But my soul is not the problem
It's my head on the pole
Some tell me that it's chemical
There's somethin' wrong physical
Opinions always plentiful
But this shit is gettin' critical
And damn I'm cynical
That I'm gone step up out this
Hell and see the light
Will there be a happy ending
Will I be alright
Or will this demon finally start to speak
Whisper in my ear it's time to go to sleep
The weather's gettin' cold outside yeah
And I don't wanna say goodnight no
But everything goes away
I pray to God when I do
There's a soul to take
And I'm feelin' like I lost my way
Thinking they'll be hell to pay
And I'm hangin' by a broken string
Not noticing these broken wings yeah
Sick of being lied to look in the mirror my
Reflection seeing right through
All of my issues and mistakes
Are staring back at me
Why don't you take the pistol
Put one in ya agony
Depression be messin' with my sanity
Repression be stressin' my humanity
I'm to the point where I
Don't really give a fuck
I'd rather drown in gasoline and
Light the whole thing up
Take a picture I might not be here tomorrow
All the time that I have has
Been wasted used or borrowеd
Tear it up and let my memory fadе
You don't need no reminders
Of the memories made
I'm feeling sorry for myself again
Searching for some answers maybe I
Should just phone a friend
But, I just lock it all away
Save all of these questions
For another rainy day
The weather's gettin' cold outside yeah
And I don't wanna say goodnight no
But everything goes away
I pray to God when I do
There's a soul to take
And I'm feelin' like I lost my way
Thinking they'll be hell to pay
And I'm hangin' by a broken string
Not noticing these broken wings yeah
I never thought that I was good enough
And any second now I could erupt
Yeah suicide has always been the back up
When everything finally starts to stack up
I try to stay positive have a lot to live for
All of them supportive I don't think
That they could give more
And I appreciate it from the
Depths of my soul
But my soul is not the problem
It's my head on the pole
Some tell me that it's chemical
There's somethin' wrong physical
Opinions always plentiful
But this shit is gettin' critical
And damn I'm cynical
That I'm gone step up out this
Hell and see the light
Will there be a happy ending
Will I be alright
Or will this demon finally start to speak
Whisper in my ear it's time to go to sleep
The weather's gettin' cold outside yeah
And I don't wanna say goodnight no
But everything goes away
I pray to God when I do
There's a soul to take
And I'm feelin' like I lost my way
Thinking they'll be hell to pay
And I'm hangin' by a broken string
Not noticing these broken wings yeah