C-Mob - Goodbye lyrics
C-Mob [Christopher Doehla] Marion, Indiana, U.S. 🇺🇸
[C-Mob - Goodbye lyrics]
Dr Jane Hamilton, Dr jane Hamilton
What happened?
Where am I? and how did I get here?
Shit it's becoming a bit clear
I can remember the bullets tearing my flesh
Now this machine is pumping air in my chest
I was on the operating table
When they were done the didn't
Stitch they used staples
Hooked up to all these tubes and wires
I can barely moved
My bodiеs bruised and tired
My girl is standing next to mе crying
She's scared to death of me dying
Praying I'm blessed to be fine
Holding my hand telling me to fight
Oh shit I think I see the light
Holy music plays
I'm back now
So much crying in the background
There's an excruciating pain in my chest
I'm just waiting for the angel of death
So he can come and he can
Take me to another place
But, I can't bare to cause
Tears on my mother's face
Laying in my death bed from the toned slugs
I try to talk but I start
Choking on my own blood
I just wanna tell my family I love em so
And tell my kids "don't cry"
Cause I'm not gonna go
But then the doctors run in
And tell me "lay back"
Next thing I know everything
Starts to fade black
A few hours later, I come to
I start praying to God hoping
That he comes through
Don't let me die Jesus please
I'mma changed man
Me dying ain't supposed to be
Part of the game plan i got three kids
Chris, Malik and Solomon
I can't leave I gotta be here for all of em
My eyes strain cause the pain
Won't end at all somebody please
Bring some more Morphine or Demerol
Feeling like I crashed into the
Side of a train
I be damned if a motherfucker
Takes me outta the game
I gotta breath, breath till my chest cracks
Oh shit I think I'm starting
To get my breath back (gasp)
Father forgive me I am a sinner
Could you please, give me a hand
I am the one my family turns to
Whenever the shit hit's the fan
I cannot stop breathing
I am not leaving my kids could you please
Forgive me for the dirt that I did
I'm starting to have a seizure
Either that or I'm feeling the holy ghost
All that I want is my girl and my kids
To come to my bed and hold me close
Everything fades away as I lie down
I guess it's time to say goodby now