C-Mob - My All lyrics

I was a knuckle head that would
Waste time and earn money
On the road to nowhere but
Things changed when I've turned twenty
Everytime I've held you my inner
Darkness will turn sunny
A baby boy into this world
That will learn from me
So I had to change a few
Things and make better decisions
Cause, I can't do right for my son
If I'm dead or in prison
I put the dumb shit aside
But drama stuck with me
Some things went wrong with your mama
So I got full custody
I promise to raise you right and
Prepare you for when you're grown
But, I was only twenty one raising
A toddler on my own
But, I did what I've had to do


And rose to the occasion for you
To be placed in my custody was truly amazing
I'm usualy chasin' the paper
Gone most of the day
I hope and I pray you'll understand
And know that I stay
I work so I can provide for you
It sucks we don't get to play
And I'm so sorry that your
Little brothers both throwed away
But Chris I won't go astray
I know you used to people walkin' out
They don't deserve you in their life
So you can toss 'em out
I'm always here for you
You're destined for an awesome route
Know what I'm talkin' 'bout?

Until the end I'll give it my all
I'll never go away
I'm sorry I can't see you everyday
But y'all know this, life is hard
Things don't always come together how we plan
But, I will be the best father that I can

Malik and Solomon lately your lives
Been full of drama
I wanna apologize it didn't work
Out with your mama we wanted to be a family
Since then alot has died
I just want you to know that
I gave it a honest try
I never forget the day she took you and left
The pain has stucked inside of me
It's like a hook through my chest
And when it hit's I feel the emptyness
Like I'm dying and I'm lifeless
I'm trying hard to fight this
I'm crying while I write this
Everyday I miss you and it
Constantly is eating at me
Wonderin' if you're ok
You're healthly or you even happy
I wanna help you and I pray I don't fail
I heard your baby mama knew baby
Daddy can't stay out of jail
That's one of the reasons why when I have you
I hate to send you back
Cause he is not a good example
Of how men should act
But y'all are smarter than that
So I'mma give it a rest
Just tell your mother I still love her
And I wish her the best and I'll be watin'
Lookin' for a two next summer vacation
We can make up
For all the missed birthday celebrations
And I wish we didn't have to wait
But even though your mama moved
You to a different state

Until the end I'll give it my all
I'll never go away
I'm sorry I can't see you everyday
But y'all know this, life is hard
Things don't always come together how we plan
But, I will be the best father that I can

Try to find the balance of the work
Family and the music you see
God gave me this talent therefore
I have to use it
When I'm away I miss you more
Than you could truly know
I wish you were with me
Everytime I'm at the studio
But, I try to provide better life
For you and that's my mission
You gonna be men one day
So I gotta teach you the definition
It's all about livin' and learnin'
Every mistake is a lesson
Turn the negatives into positives
And appreciate your blessings
Don't fuck with hoes, find a good woman
And become a good soother, and Kayla
I wish that I could been
Part of your life sooner
Anytime you need me
Whether you're hurt or ever sad
I will always be here for you
Being a father you never had
Cause, I love y'all to the death of me
And even beyond that
I know my life haven't been easy
I'm tryin' to get it on track
I never walk out of your life
No matter where your mom's at
I'll always have contact