Chetta, $uicideboy$ - Soul lyrics

Thinking to myself
I don't wanna kick back and
I don't wanna get help
Man that shit's so ill
If I pop another pill I might end my career
Though it's not what it appear
Take a look up in the mirror
I wouldn't change a thing
I ain't tryna interfere
I been living too fast fall back and hang
Sipping on purple Tang
My life's in double motion
Feel it through the words I sing
Smoke looking like a locomotive
Kill 'em all I don't need no motive
Blowin' up, rollin' up explosives
Living life like fear and loathing
I been through it all, celebrate I'm toasting
Take another sniff
I have to admit that it got me feeling good
Like Tony when he tripped
I ain't even tripping yet
Think I need another hit
Mushroom kicking in, I'ma see some other shit
Shit i be on some other piff
In a Audi S4, blowing smoke behind no tint
Shit dangerous as it gets
Like I got high once and
I ain't been back since shit
Evidence of my wins, evidence of my sins
I know where it all begins
Just hope it's better in the end

I know there's a way
I can smoke this pain away
While prescriptions eat away at my soul
Nobody is to blame no emotions, I ain't sane
Don't think nobody is safe 'round my soul
I know there's a way
I can smoke this pain away
While prescriptions eat away at my soul
Nobody is to blame no emotions, I ain't sane
Don't think nobody is safe 'round my soul

Meds keep me sane when I'm losing my mind
Xan with that anything, that's all the time
Drugs in my blunt with that Glock in my trunk
Light up a smoke, nicotine in my lungs
Fuck all these rappers, don't mention my name
Fuck all these jackers, they jockin' for gain
Chopper city 'til the grave
Sipping lean in the shade
Lemonade for the mix kill yourself, bitch

Offer me a penny for my thoughts
But fuck that i'd rather ante up the cost to
A couple dollars at least
And I guess I already started
So it'll be free
$crim's loading up the rest of the beat uh
Fuck a beginning are you kiddin'?
That's for people who think people
Give a fuck about them when they don't
I am different 'Cause I don't give a fuck
About what people think
Oddy Nuff classified as the odd MC
I don't rap about SUV's, LCD flat screen TV's
That do some fancy shit with
The push of a button why?
Because I don't have all that i have ADD
And I lazily wrote a verse while
I was with my fuckin' cousin uh

I know there's a way
I can smoke this pain away
While prescriptions eat away at my soul
Nobody is to blame no emotions, I ain't sane
Don't think nobody is safe 'round my soul
I know there's a way
I can smoke this pain away
While prescriptions eat away at my soul
Nobody is to blame no emotions, I ain't sane
Don't think nobody is safe 'round my soul