Chuuwee - Slow Down lyrics

I justify every right of it
By saying she had no
Fucking right to pester me and
Bother me that way
So no, I don't feel like I'm wrong

So this is how it is
Saw you on the corner with your friends
Laughing at me, acting like I don't exist
Damn, didn't except for it to
End cause of him
That's like going to a hooptie from a Benz
Pretending like I didn't give a
Shit about it then
Til she ran up at the crib screaming
"Baby let me in!"
And I would've ignored it, but then again
I remember when I wasn't shit
We knew each other since age 10
We was high school sweethearts
Graduated and both went to the same college
Dropped out after we
Barely obtained knowledge
Cause the first trimester could never
Be what you thought it
And you was uncertain about if
This is what you wanted
Said you want to date around and
Baby I can't stop it
And you was being honest about it
I couldn't knock it
Moving so fast, was a little outta pocket

But, if it's not love, I don't hate
I wish you wouldn't keep on
Playing these damn games though
And if it's not love, I don't hate
I wish you wouldn't keep on playing
These damn games with me

Phone call saying she wanted to come back
Somebody once told me that
They always run back
And whether I choose to accept
Became attached
Tried to tell her why I'm iffy about it
She got mad spazzed out on me and busted the
Damn latch on the door
Guess love don't live here no more
I seen her on the corner again on day four
With a brand new nigga
She been acting like a whore
This love costs pain
That's something I can't afford anymore
So I gotta cut it short, mi amor
And neither one of us is even sure, either or
We should break it up and leave
It as friends with rewards
Scars on the heart and both of us bed sores
I just gotta get away from it all
I hit the door
Sent a sad text, she don't me anymore
Nowadays, we ain't even homies anymore

But, if it's not love, I don't hate
I wish you wouldn't keep on
Playing these damn games though
Might as well take a shit on my heart
How you play with and shatter it
Then you pick it apart fuck that shit bitch

Same shit every weekend
Got me going off the deep end
Feeling a little seasick
I see you trying to sneak in
Even while I'm dreaming
You bugging when I'm sleeping
Asking can we pick up where we left off
Until I got that icepick and
Slit your fucking chest off
Told your ass relax
But you just had to put the pressure
Driving niggas insane when we
Constantly address y'all
Just come up off my nuts
Pick up your panties, put your dress on
But now you get your death on
Eternally you sleeping in that grass
Like the salad to some motherfucking dressing
That bed that you rest on, you made it
This go for every bitch that
Tried to trap herself
A nigga better put a fucking vest on
Sleep with your fucking eye open bitch

But, if it's not love, I don't hate
I wish you wouldn't keep on
Playing these damn games though
Might as well take a shit on my heart
How you play with and shatter it
Then you pick it apart fuck that shit bitch

So just tell me, one more time
What was it really that made
You wanna kill her?
What women don't understand is
That playing mind games
With someone will make them fucking crazy
And if you're going to be
Rude and selfish like that
Then you deserved to be fucking punished