Convolk - ​Not again lyrics

Oh, not again
Punch me in the mouth and calling me a faggot
Bleeding, looking ragged,  oh,  not again
Opposites attract and
Your eyes are distracting
'Cause a chain reaction, no, not again
Chilling with my cat
And wondering what happened
Throw me in the trash bin, no,  not again
What's the point in laughing?
Masking all the sadness
Something more than tragic, oh, not again

Five wide walls to keep me in
And another phone call makes no difference
Outside my fears, the air's so thin
Inside my years, I turn certain

Oh, not again, no, not again
Oh, not again, no, not again
No, not again, no, not again
Oh, not again, oh, not again

Pixelated, thoughts are never living a life
Pixelated, running through a crowd
With a knife
Don't say it, wishing I was buried alive
Don't say it, don't say it
Run so far and don't turn back
In another three months, my soul turns black
Run so far and don't turn back
In another three months, my soul turns black
Run so far and don't turn back
In another three months
My soul turns black and
Run so far and don't turn back
Run so far and don't turn back

Oh, not again
Punch me in the mouth and calling me a faggot
Bleeding, looking ragged, oh, not again
Opposites attract and
Your eyes are distracting
'Cause a chain reaction, no, not again
Chilling with my cat and
Wondering what happened
Throw me in the trash bin, no, not again
What's the point in laughing?
Masking all the sadness
Something more than tragic, oh, not again