Crm - Insomnia lyrics

Insomnia, insomnia ahem!

I remember the day I met you
Like it was yesterday
I instantly felt your matchin' energy
Always used to think about you everyday
The chances of us bein’
Together was in jeopardy
And I know the shit I'm sayin' is corny
I know prolly heard all this shit
A million times before
But I’m bein' genuine
I ain't lyin' to you
I'm just speakin' out my mind
And my mind's the truth
Finally asked you out
Didn't think you’d say yes
I wanted this shit forever, I can’t say less
Anythin' you wanted me to do
I was fine with it
I’d be down for anythin'
If you werе down for it
It was just me and you, it was our story
Never thought thе rain would
Come down pourin'
But then you started hangin'
Out with another guy
Thought you was cheatin’ on me
Looked through your messages, and there
I saw it i confronted you about it
You couldn't own up
And it was that night, that we broke up
And then the next morning, I woke up
To you tellin' everybody I abused you
That I threw a punch
I was so disgusted, your number, I blocked it
Said to myself "Can't trust
These hoes anymore, No discussion"
And there I was, sittin' alone
My paradise fallen
No matter how many times I tried
You'd never hear me callin'

Wanted you forever, so desperately
They say love's a drug, you were my ecstasy
Now every night, I just lay in bed
And I can't sleep when you're
Not next to me, Oh
Tellin' me it's all my fault
But I've done nothin' wrong
You're givin' me insomnia
You're givin' me insomnia

(birds chirping)

I've done some shit in my life
That I ain't proud of
I ain't been lookin' for peace
I've only been lookin' for power
And I've never been ok, not for a minute
Or an hour should've handled this maturely
Instead of bein' a coward
'Cause no matter what they've done to you
Two wrongs don't make a right
I can't deal with this anymore
I need to stop before I take my life
This the reason I don't socialise
Feel better when I stay inside
Caused so much pain
That some people can't wait until
The day I die
This shit done happened over a year ago
But I act like it was recently
If someone forgives me
I need to treat them equally
Never said that I'm not okay
Dealt with this all in secrecy
But I never change my ways
Keep doin' the same shit repeatedly
None of us are perfect
We all sometimes make mistakes
But when things go wrong in our lives
We never let it erase
I take shit too seriously
So fake friends always get replaced
Shouldn't talk bad about myself
But I know I'm just a disgrace
I hope you have the courage in
Your heart to forgive me ‘Cause without you
I've been feelin' so empty
My life would be so much better
If you were with me
Been copin' with the pain
Downin' bottles of Henny
Can't deal with this anymore
Please don't tempt me
Please just be honest
I wanna know what you're thinkin'
Do you love me? Do you hate me?
Do you think that I'm cringey?
If I see you with another man
I swear shit will get deadly
Crm (AU) different crm (AU) gOD DID
DJ Khaled

Wanted you forever, so desperately
They say love's a drug, you were my ecstasy
Now every night, I just lay in bed
And I can't sleep when you're
Not next to me, Oh
Tellin' me it's all my fault
But I've done nothin' wrong
You're givin' me insomnia
You're givin' me insomnia