Crm - Obsessive lyrics

(Samhu on the beat) been obsessive, yeah
Ahem!

Lately, I've been thinkin' about my life
And I admit, I've been obsessive
It's been years since we last talked
And I swear to God, I've learned my lesson
I'll say it out loud
I've done a lot of bad shit
In my life, and I regret it
But I'm just hopin' you forgive me
Just hopin' you get the message, yeah

People call me annoying, call me cringe
Call me an asshole
Give me onе more try, won't let my change go
Tryna grow, don't wanna hit a platеau
Can't even get in contact with my dad, bro
(But fuck him, so it ain't really sad
Though)
Sometimes, I just feel like runnin' away
And never ever comin' back home
I wanna say so much more
But it's complicated
Can't let this shit out, no constipation
I just wanna live my life on top
Nah, don't wanna be underrated, no, oh

No matter how much you say we're done
I still love you, no matter what
Been slowly runnin' out of luck
All I need from you is your trust
All the other things, couldn't give a fuck
'Cause even when I think
I've forgotten about you
I still have the feeling of lust
(Samhu on the beat)

'Cause lately
I've been thinkin' about my life
And I admit, I've been obsessive
It's been years since we last talked
And I swear to God, I've learned my lesson
I'll say it out loud
I've done a lot of bad shit
In my life, and I regret it
But I'm just hopin' you forgive me
Just hopin' you get the message, yeah
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Music to my ears, you my melody
Late nights feelin' sick, you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sippin' on you, fuck sippin' on Hennessey
Heard you livin' in the hills
Out in Beverly
Yeah, this could've been forever
Been a legacy but you tryna fight
Claimin' that we enemies
We've been thinkin' 'bout the jealousy
Forgettin' all the chemistry
I remember you, but you don't remember me
When I lost you, I lost a part of my identity
Girl, you my oxygen, you a necessity
Bars on my mind, like I'm
Convicted for a felony, yeah

No matter how much you say we're done
I still love you, no matter what
Been slowly runnin' out of luck
All I need from you is your trust
All the other things, couldn't give a fuck
'Cause even when I think
I've forgotten about you
I still have the feeling of lust
(Samhu on the beat)

'Cause lately
I've been thinkin' about my life
And I admit, I've been obsessive
It's been years since we last talked
And I swear to God, I've learned my lesson
I'll say it out loud
I've done a lot of bad shit
In my life, and I regret it
But I'm just hopin' you forgive me
Just hopin' you get the message, yeah