Departures - Disappointment lyrics

This is the disappointment
It's all unravelling

Passing out on these pillows that
We used to share
Lying to myself, helpless with myself
Thinking through dead end memories
What did you really mean to me?

Sick to my stomach
Of staring at these four walls
Its the saddest sight
I've not slept enough tonight
I've tried to talk myself out of this
But I'm all out of words

In this love story absent of the love
Standing so close together
But our hearts are beating out of time
Clasping hands so tightly but
We're barely holding on



I have to let you know
This goodbye will leave a stain on my mind
And as these words linger on our lips
With each dying breath we hang our heads

So as the train pulls away
I tell myself that I'm okay without you
And as my heart begins to pull away
I tell myself it'll be okay
And I don't miss you i'm not missing you