Dexter - Paper Cup lyrics

Thinkin' way too much
Can't even fill a paper cup
I can't make these things up
I swear I've had enough, you know
I'm stuck in the box
I've put myself in too long
I'm turning around
But, I still find myself in the ground

Said you'd let me out
But it seems I've been here for some time
Don't get the things you say
The way you operate, no
I guess you should go
'Cause you openly just stay on my brain
So, it's not the time for you to leave
I don't even want you next to me

I find it's getting harder to believe
That things change the more you try and see
I can't pretend
That all this time I didn't see
I wasn't fine with you living inside me

Still don't understand
Why I can't seem to make a change
I need to get back out
And live my life, and anyway
I'm blessed to hold up
I'm just trying to fill this paper cup
And now I'm a mess
Everyday I seem to cause me stress

It's time to make a new start
So I can fill a paper cup
I wanna pour my heart
I wanna tell it to the stars
I wanna glow with fire
So I can leave it all behind

I find it's getting harder to believe
That things change the more you try and see
I can't pretend
That all this time I didn't see
I wasn't fine with you living inside me
I find it's getting harder to believe
That things change the more you try and see
I can't pretend
That all this time I didn't see
I wasn't fine with you living inside me