Diddy - Pain lyrics

There's times in my life where I just
I just wanna run away, I just
I just wish the pain would stop
I don't wanna cry no more
I wish the pain would go away

Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
Sometimes I wanna pull it
End it all with a bullet
Hard to live life to the
Fullest with all this bullshit
Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough
From jump street
Saw my father murder massacre slain
One shot took half of his brain
I recapture the pain
Twenty-three years, three when it happened
Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
Then my mood switch
Thinkin about this sheisty bitch
Kinda funny cause they fake it
When they callin' you honey
On your dick when they think a nigga
Might be rich that's when I shit
'cause I know you fuck with me for my money
Learned the hard way
Ain't no correctin' the grief
Baby moms starts sexin', my so-called "beef"
Don't give a fuck if they Marked
Me For Death like Steven
Or relievin your breathin
Long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin pain

I wish this pain, would go away
(We're talkin about the kind of pain that)
I wish this pain, would go away
(Just gets all up in your heart
And in your soul)
I wish this pain, would go away
(The kind of pain that makes you feel
Like you can't go on no more)
I wish this pain, would go away
(The kind of pain that I
Wouldn't wish on anyone)

I can't relate to them cats who
Hold gats at the gate
Is it my fate, am I that nigga
That they love to hate solely, slowly
'cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
'Cause of a fuckin' chain on?
Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
And I'm hopin I don't know
The cat with the dagger
Penetratin' my heart
Rushed thoughts etched in grief
To the City College deceased
May you rest in peace to the families
I never meant to cause no pain
I know the truth, but if you want
Then I shoulder the blame
Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames
And multiple pains
Now it seems like I'm goin' insane
For the love of you and hip-hop
I expand the news
But before my shit drops, I stand accused
Don't you think I wish we all was rich?
One for all it's pain to see your
People when they all can't ball the pain

I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
(I don't wanna give no more pain)
I wish this pain, would go away
(I don't wanna receive no more pain)
I wish this pain, would go away
(God, please take the pain away)

I can still hear the shots that
Left my man Big layin'
On my knees cryin' and prayin', then I said
"God why? Got to know how hard we try
Don't let him die
Please don't let my nigga be dead"
But it was too late
California sealed his fate
Gone now, hard to move on now
Fuck making songs now
Wish I could die, I could fly
If they don't give a fuck
Fuck it why should I? That's when Big spoke
Pulled up in a glistening three
With platinum wings and said
"Puff listen to me"
He puts his hands on my head
And said "I live through you
Make hit's continuous, this is what we do
I know it might be strenous and times is hard
Just keep the faith 'cause now
We rhyme with God
Plus you owe it to yourself
And don't forget the kids"
That's when I opened up my eyes
The new Bad Boy lives

I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
(One day the pain is gon' stop)
I wish this pain, would go away
(One day there's gon' be no more pain)
I wish this pain, would go away

I'm tellin' you man
Now don't let these motherfuckers
Fuck your shit up, dawg
I don't give a fuck who it is
Don't let em fuck yo' paper man, please Big
Focus your mind man, do your albums
Make them hot joints
Man fuck these niggas man
Fuck these niggas man
And I'ma tell the same thing to you
When you get your shit
Done, watch your money, and
Hopefully, I pray for you, you'll be the shit
And soon motherfuckers start screamin
Your name out
Like they screamin' all these other
So-called hot niggas
Never take your eyes off that shit yo
Try to get everything you can
Out of these motherfuckers, yo
Ain't no guarantee they gonna
Love you next year

I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
(One day the pain is gon' stop)
I wish this pain, would go away
(One day there's gon' be no more pain)
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
(One day the pain is gon' stop)
(One day there's gon' be no more pain)