Disciple - Misery lyrics

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself,  can't keep it together
'Cause, I'm in love with the misery

Don't try to tell me it's all for something
Don't try to tell me the scars
Were a part of the plan
Don't try to tell me I'm more than nothing
I found a comfort in being the victim

Look in my eyes do I seem fine
I'm not alright i am so far from alright

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
'Cause, I'm in love with the misery
I'll do the motions you seek
I'll pray the words that you speak
But, you won't get to this


Heart locked inside of me
I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
'Cause, I'm in love with the misery

(Misery, misery, M-misery, misery)

Would you pay any attention to me
Without the drama of hashtag so depressed
Don't try to take my excuses from me
Cause victims get a free license
To put you through hell

Look in my eyes there is no disguise
I'm not alright
I'm beginning to believe my lies, yeah

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
All I want is your sympathy
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
'Cause, I'm in love with the misery
I'll do the motions you seek
I'll pray the words that you speak
But, you won't get to this
Heart locked inside of me
I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
'Cause, I'm in love with the misery

(Misery, misery, M-misery, misery)
(Misery, misery, M-misery, misery)

Wah tah!

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
Give me the misery
Can't stop myself, can't keep it together
'Cause, I'm in love with the misery
I'll do the motions you seek
I'll pray the words that you speak
But, you won't get to this
Heart locked inside of me
I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
'Cause, I'm in love with misery

(Misery, misery, M-misery, misery)

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better
'Cause, I'm in love with the misery