Fireworks (CCM) - Maybe I'll Trust You Now lyrics

Never really trusted You
When I was just a child
As long as You knew my mother
I just bowed my head and smiled
Some of the things I dreamed about
Were a thorn upon Your brow
Oh, Jesus, maybe I'll trust You now

When the student years began
I was scared and all alone
Knowing the facts on paper
Leaves the real thing still unknown
Willing to make You Lord of life
But I was still in doubt somehow
Oh, Jesus, maybe I'll trust You now
Here in my whole life
I've known about Your claim
No sordid history of which to be ashamеd
But still, I question
Your wisdom as You lead what kind of miracle
Or sign do I need

Finally, I can choosе the way
For my own life to be
For years and years I'm groping
But still I cannot see
The will of God is what I want
As I pay my hollow vow
Oh, Jesus, maybe I'll trust You now

Here in my whole life
I've known about Your claim
No sordid history of which to be ashamed
But still, I question
Your wisdom as You lead what kind of miracle
Or sign do I need
Finally, I can choose the way
For my own life to be
For years and years I'm groping
But still I cannot see
The will of God is what I want
As I pay my hollow vow
Oh, Jesus, maybe I'll trust You now
Oh, Jesus, maybe I'll trust You now
Oh, Jesus, maybe I'll trust You now
Maybe I'll trust You now