Fireworks - Play God Only Knows" At My Funeral lyrics

Maybe I need to go out tonight
And get stabbed to death to feel alive
Yeah I, I used to try

Or dig a drug tunnel to the past
Burn old birthday cards I kept
To light, to light a path

I'd make it lead to a childhood bedroom
Where the hum of passing cars
Fades out like the stars on your ceiling

I'm half the man my father knows I should be
And I can feel
I can feel her getting over me

My grandparents always tell me
I'm their first prayer every morning
God's, God's blessings
But, I know what that really means
They may not speak English perfectly
But they yeah they read me

They're warning, it's storming
The garage has the best view
If you're lightning, I'm counting
I'll sit through it with you oh, oh
I'm half the man my father knows I should be
And I can feel
I can feel her getting over me

He saved lives while I just ruined mine
I used to, I used to, you know I used to try

I'm half the man my father knows I should be
And I can feel
I can feel her getting over me
I can feel her getting over me