Grieves - Rebecca lyrics
[Grieves - Rebecca lyrics]
It's been awhile since I spoke like a human
Haven't seen you in over half a decade
And haven't talked since I moved
And the home town harmonies telling
Me you've been bad
Grieving over the fact that you're
Losing your baby's dad
But, it's not just that
You're farther into the crack
Heard you're walking a track and
Marching into the trash fuck praying
Cause I've been silent for years
I'm sick of trying to be a
Man about it hiding my tears
And fuck the judgment
I've got a messed up past
But when asked and confronted
I'mma shut down fast and the truth is
Girl I cry when I think of you
And write a million songs that I'mma
Never get to sing with you
Talk about the places I'mma never
Get to bring you to
Show you what it's like to build a
Life and learn a thing or two
What hurts me is that I love you
Cause you're my older sister
And the girl that I grew up with, c'mon
Today's is thanksgiving November 24th 1988
You're about to see the new puppet show
Ta da! (Indistinct girl talking - Rebecca)
Mom's shuts down when I ask and dad's so sad
That I don't know if he's
Ever gonna get past it and really
(hi dad)
I'm finding it hard for me to manage
Any close relationships without the
Fear of vanishing
All of this has been hard, I ain't denying it
I'm writing down this song as
A product of my environment but listen
They say that family is everything
It's more than just a house
Two dogs and a wedding ring
It's blossoming life and standing
Up to anything
Trying to take the people that you love
From what it's meant to be
Yeah, so then where'd you go?
Prisoner in your body quarantined
From your soul and I know those drugs got
You out in the cold
Got you spitting in the mouth
Of those showing you hope
So, if you'd ever come through to your senses
I'll be right here, waiting for Rebecca
Haven't seen you in over half a decade
And haven't talked since I moved
And the home town harmonies telling
Me you've been bad
Grieving over the fact that you're
Losing your baby's dad
But, it's not just that
You're farther into the crack
Heard you're walking a track and
Marching into the trash fuck praying
Cause I've been silent for years
I'm sick of trying to be a
Man about it hiding my tears
And fuck the judgment
I've got a messed up past
But when asked and confronted
I'mma shut down fast and the truth is
Girl I cry when I think of you
And write a million songs that I'mma
Never get to sing with you
Talk about the places I'mma never
Get to bring you to
Show you what it's like to build a
Life and learn a thing or two
What hurts me is that I love you
Cause you're my older sister
And the girl that I grew up with, c'mon
Today's is thanksgiving November 24th 1988
You're about to see the new puppet show
Ta da! (Indistinct girl talking - Rebecca)
Mom's shuts down when I ask and dad's so sad
That I don't know if he's
Ever gonna get past it and really
(hi dad)
I'm finding it hard for me to manage
Any close relationships without the
Fear of vanishing
All of this has been hard, I ain't denying it
I'm writing down this song as
A product of my environment but listen
They say that family is everything
It's more than just a house
Two dogs and a wedding ring
It's blossoming life and standing
Up to anything
Trying to take the people that you love
From what it's meant to be
Yeah, so then where'd you go?
Prisoner in your body quarantined
From your soul and I know those drugs got
You out in the cold
Got you spitting in the mouth
Of those showing you hope
So, if you'd ever come through to your senses
I'll be right here, waiting for Rebecca