Introvert - Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy текст песни

The time has come for me to finally grow
The more I try to though
My feet stay stuck to the road
I’m just an addict
Binging on habits and routine
Hooked on obsessing over who I used to be
Addicted
Addicted

Addicted to the things I felt
Addicted to the way I fell
Addicted to always being alone
Alone is still all that I know

I don’t know how to say sorry
For the things that I’ve done
For the people I’ve hurt
To the people I love
I don’t know when to admit that I fucked it all up
Or when to admit that enough is enough

I don’t know how to say sorry
To the people I’ve hurt
For the things that I’ve done
I don’t know how to say sorry
For who I am
And who I’ve become

I am a coward
It’s starting to show
I’m a self-centered mess
With nowhere to go
I’m pathetic
I’m begging for pity
Pleading for a chance
To mean something to somebody

I waste nights spent awake
And the days are the same
My life’s an endless cycle
Of habits and decay
I miss the days we were together
And I wasn’t so bitter
And you weren’t so distracted
By how I could be better
It was you and me
And the words that we’d sing
I was your world
And you were my everything
The end to my story
My one and my only
My one and my only
My one and my only

Fuck it
I don’t mean a thing to you
Thats always how it’s been
And it’ll always be true
Nothing
Is what I am in the end
And that’s how it’s gonna be
Again and again

Do you remember?

Do you remember
When you used to love me?
I do
We used to be happy
Where did it go?
Why did it end?
Can we move on?
Can we begin again?
God damn it
Fuck it all