IRIS, Andrew Sega, Reagan Jones - Joy Kill lyrics

Feels like I won't wake up
Stuck here with all my stuff
Digging my own deep hole
Vices I won't give up
Dead like a roaming soul
My god, how long's this go?

If this is right on I'm on my target
I'm losing it all and off the market

Joy comes and goes life kills so slow
Evil, the world we make
Jailed by our own mistakes
Into the void I'm hurled
I'm not long for this world
Ghost in the in between mercy is what I need

I'm almost gone yet, I'm still here standing
I came with nothing, will leave empty handed

Piece by piece came apart
Empty hands empty heart
I've been waiting for far too long
I've grown fond of nothing as absence grows

Joy comes and goes
I don't need a sign to see
Life kills so slow it's already clear to me
Joy comes and goes
I don't need a sign to see
Life kills me slow