K-Rino - M.O.A.N. (Missed Opportunities And Negligence) lyrics

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All alone, gazing at the stars at home
Thoughts are gone
Thinking of a girl who used to
Kiss the ground I walked upon
Still I didn't lift her up
Thought her love was bottomless
I never appreciated her level of tolerance
Verbally abusive with her
Kept her feeling low and used her
Partners told me man you better treat
Her right before you lose her
She ain't going nowhere fool
Wisdom I ain't try'na listen
Came home one day looked around
All her clothes and stuff was missing
Why she playin, let me call her
We goin add this drama out
Cell phone number disconnected
Bet she at her mama house
Waited for her day and night
She need to get off the gas
Sitting around still waiting
Two years and a month done passed
Realizing my foolish ways
Too late now but after while
Seen her at a restaurant
With her husband and a child
Now since I'm a wiser man
I'm happy to see her free
Even though it seems like she
Got better after leaving me wOW
Can you believe that? Can you believe that?
I never would have conceive that

It make me wanna (MOAN)
Missed Opportunities And Negligence
Didn't cherish what I had and
Hurting from it ever since
(It make me wanna moan)
Self-inflictive digit's I was falling in
Would have done it different if I
Had to do it all again (Moan)
Sometimes I moan sometimes we moan
Sometimes I moan sometimes we

He was tryna be a hustler
Get a street diploma
Fascinated by them chromes they make
Out on the corner
Everybody said them streets goin be
The death of you mad cause mama fussing
She just want the best for you
Youngsta thought he knew it all
Can't nobody tell em nothing
Ever since I could remember
Lil' daddy been selling something
Jammed him up a couple times
Own homies dropping dimes
Made it through without a scratch
Still ain't recognize the signs
Met a chick out on the street
Hooked up and begun to love her
Brought her in the middle of his business
Put no one above her
He got busted went to jail
Thought she be the one to suffer
Seen his woman at the trial
Found out she a undercover
Didn't save no cash for lawyers
Court appointed worst defenders
Judge gave him 11 years
Crazy for a first offender
Bailiff let him out the room
Down the hall and straight to prison
Mama's word resonating in his memory
'you should've listened'

Years ago this fella had a son
But didn't stay to name him
Had him from a girl he didn't love
So he refuse to claim him
She was just another victim that
He smashed killing time
His own mama said the baby
Looked just like him, still denying
She promised it was his child
Every night she cry and cry
Anytime she ask for money
He would leave her high and dry
Finally she said forget it
Even thought that stance was hard
She gave up and let him make it
Put it in the hands of God
Now the child is getting older
Hanging with the other kids
Broke his mother's heart when he would
Ask her who is father is
Had no answers years passed
He removed it from his thoughts
Mama raised him well
Making grades and real good in sports
Scholarships, grown scouts
TV man he blowing up
Looking like he 'bout to make it
Here come daddy showing up
Son said where ya been? You can't
Ease back in my life again
I don't need you now you should of
Came when I needed you then