K-Rino, Astrid Nora - Now What lyrics

If you going through this this for you
Just think about it real deep

When we were together
Never thought two'd become three
So, now what? Is it over?
This I can't believe

I got a phone call the other night
Information that would transform
A brother's life
Off the Richter, whole vibe seem suspect
My girl was on the phone
Sounding like she was upset
What the matter? What's the deal?
What's the problem? Keep it real
You can tell me how you feel
She said, "Well, I haven't been feeling great
My friend that comes to visit once
A month's a little late
I said, "Relax till we get it straight
The jury's still out all we can do is chill
And wait till we deliberate" she said
"What about this nausea and throwing up?"
The more she spoke the more
The odds kept going up
Now I'm tryna get my mind right
Visions of that night now 20 20 in hindsight
Fear, doubt and confusion
Stranded in the unknown aftermath
Of a heated moment

We only got five months worth of date time
Started thinking about rumours I'd
Heard through the grapevine
Do I really know her like I
Thought? Peace I can't find
What if this a hustle and
This baby really ain't mine
Huh, better call my old man up
First thing he said, "If it's yours
You better stand up"
I called mama cause crazy I was about to go
She said
"Don't worry until you find out for sho"
Maybe this is a blessing
That God's showing you"
Mama said, "If you stressing
Imagine what she's going through
If she is be a man, try to clear the air"
"OK, let me call her
Better yet I'm going over there"
Showed up with an EPT
She took it out the box
I stepped in the other room cause
I wasn't about to watch
Both of us stressing
Anxious with a nervous heart
Showed the stick to me
Plus sign in the circle part

We both sat down, contemplating what to do
I told her it up to her, she told me
"It's up to you" now we arguing
Our volume starting to increase
She ain't have a job and I'm
Barely making my ends meet
And now the frustration, words got hostile
How do I know you've only been with
Me and this is my child when I said that
I seen the hurt in her eyes show
She started to cry
I saw hope start to die slow
I knew I shouldn't have took it there
That's when I started crying lying if I say
"Abortion never crossed my mind"
Then my life's mission came to
Me like a vision i'm being selfish
I need to make the right decision
For all three of us, troubles come
We fight back deadbeat and negligent
I could never be like that
We stayed up discussing it till
The break of day
Decided to have my child and trust
In God to make a way

Holding on, gotta be strong
Holding on, is it over?